thanks girls but im sorry to say at 12.31am i....
put that packet in the drawer beside marks comp cos i was SO SO tempted!!!!!!

i didnt do it!!!! can you believe it!!! 4 days with more stress than ever and no fags!!!

can i say im a non smoker yet???

i know i cant because that urge is still there but i think i have proved i can do this. saying that, next week is the hardest as mark is away all week but will be harder now as im not even sure he will come back this time!

oh well! i dont care! i wont give in!
oh and did i say i was doing this cold turkey? i used patches last time and it was hellish!
thank you all for the love and support

xxx