[azura24]

<span style="font-family:Garamond">well, for those who knew, for those who remember, I am sad to say I give up on TTC. I am soo hearbroken about it and I feel horrible. I was waiting to O after my first round of clomid but havent yet. That isn't the reason I'm giving up though. I have been really trying not to make the "dtd" a chore so I have been doing special things like the first day we were supposed to dtd I remodeled the entire room, the day after that I just figured I just wanted "some" so I got all dressed up and did the hair makeup blah blah blah and I got rejected. The other day DF just didnt look into it so I just said forget it, he did make the effort and we ended up dtd. today we are supposed to but DF decided hes going to go out to the bar with the "guys" after work. Knowing what we are supposed to do, knowing that there is no way he will be able to perform let alone stay up to wait for me. I just am tired of the rejection. He wanted the baby (i did too), I did and am doing to do what needs to be done but everytime I get a hot flash I get mad at the thought that he just blew me off. I am tired of everything. So thank you ladies for all your help. Thanks for all the listening but I am just through. I love JM so I will probably lurk from time to time. But thats about it.

Thanks Again.</span>

[Eleysia]

Amber Im so sorry that things suck right now I hope that you do continue to stay here, and that it is just a crappy patch in the TTC journey. If you truly feel as though it is not for you anymore then I pray that everything goes the way you would like to have it. I wish you the best hunny. youll be missed

[KDD]

Amber I'm so sorry. Please feel welcome here anytime.

[katiegirl]

Amber I am sorry that your DF is making TTCAL more difficult.

Please know that we are here for you whenever you need us.

[MusicalJulia]

((Amber)) I'm so sorry to hear that you're struggling with things right now
Whatever the decision & choice ends up to be, I hope you find peace with it.

[LifeToTheMax]

Whether this is just an obstacle in your TTCAL journey or if it really is the end of the road, I hope that you find peace and comfort with your decision. I am sorry that DF isn't pulling his weight. And remember that whatever decision you do make, you are ALWAYS welcome here!

[IAMommy]

I'm so sorry TTC has become so difficult. You are always welcome here.

[.x~KAT~x.]

hugs sweetie...my dh has also been letting me down when it comes to DTD...i have worked out that it is because he is so scared of having another loss....hes fine dtd when he knows its not the right time, but as soon as he realises im Fertile, he just freaks out!! I hope you can work it out hun and we wil always be here if you need us xxx

[tracalyn]

Amber I'm so sorry you are going through this right now. I really hope everything works out for you in the end. And of course you are always welcome here, we'll miss you if you just become a lurker.