[babyd28734]

well i went in for another ultrasound on friday to see about my follies and my doc said that I had already ovulated becuase she didnt see anything there,and she still couldnt find my right ovary.
And my blood pressure hadnt gone down since wednesday so she wont do any more fertility treatment til i get it under control. She said that it could take weeks even months but she is getting out of the army in Dec so i wont have her any more(see thats why i hate being in the military cuz every time you get a doc that you like they are always moving or getting out GRRRRR).
I know that she is doing what is best for me and to help us have a healthy baby but it is so frustrating when we have been trying for 2 1/2 years finally get pregnant tghen lose the baby and now my bp has to stand in the freaking way. Im so annoyed right now. Deep down Im hoping that next week i can call her and say guess what I got a BFP but i know thats never going to happen .
After all that we have been through the last 3 years of trying and losing the baby i feel like whats the point.
I cried on the way home friday saying its so not fair and DH yelled at me for being upset saying that I need to understand that my bp needs to be taking care of but now that i have to deal with the docs at the AFB I have no hope cuz of the way they have treated me in the past. I just feel like a failure.
Oh and get this I started taking my bp at home and its been 120's 130's unless i have been up doing house work and running around then its in the 150s. i just know that if i take them the bp numbers i got at home that arent going to care.
Girls I really need your prayers that my bp goes down and stays down and that we get a BFP soon. my edd is coming up soon and I dont think i can take it

sorry about such a long vent.

Dana

[IAMommy]

OH Sweetie, I'm sorry you are having a rough time.

Do you get nervous or really excited when seeing your DR, could that be affecting your bp?????

I will be hoping and praying that your bp issue is quickly resolved, and that you will see a beautiful bfp soon.

I'm sorry about your high BP hun. Did they give you any meds to take or any advice on how to lower it? Maybe you're just anxious when you're at the doc and it goes up? Does giving up caffeine make it lower? I wish I could help you hun. I'm gonna go research it right now.

[katiegirl]

Dana - I am so sorry that your appointment was such a let down.
You never know, maybe the next Dr you see will be great!

Maybe you could get DH to do ALL the housework so that you can keep that bp low.
Can't hurt to try

[MusicalJulia]

I agree with Sam.. it's lower at home? Could you have "white jacket syndrome?" .. it's very real Even if you don't feel like you're tense, excited, nervous (etc) when you visit the DR, it could still up your blood pressure if you are deep inside. I have a sister that has it bad! She gets nervous when she goes to the DR and her BP is always, always, always high.. but it's 100% normal at home. I'm only wondering because you said it's lower at home.. I would assume if you had true to goodness real high blood pressure issues, it would still be high at home... kwim?

Whatever the case may be- I'm so sorry it's getting in your way, and that's you're struggling ((HUGS))

[HippyMomOf4]

I hope that your BP gets better, and that the AFB isn't to stupid towards you. I know how it is dealing with military dr's! NOT FUN! Good luck and i hope you get that BFP really soon!

[taatie10]

I'm so sorry to hear that your treatment is being put on hold. Hang in there. I've seen a bunch that it happens on its own after trying fertility treatments.
Good luck

[mary30]

I am sorry about your bp. I hope you can get it under control soon.