because after working all day we are driving down to Anchorage to pick up our new puppy. when we get back Ill have to post pics of him and our 4 year female. they are so stinking cute lol. I think dh is getting the puupy to cheer me up but I told him it wont replace a baby our baby he said I know I just want to see you happy again ( well Ill be happy again when i get that bfp and give birth to a healthy baby)

I know I sound selffish but dang it Im tired of being patient and waiting haha