My next AF is due on the 1 year anniversary of losing Marina, 10/12/08. And of course, there is no way I could be pregnant this cycle, we only DTD once, 5 days before ovulation. Add into that the fact that I was sick around O time, had eye surgery, am on a double dose of antibiotics and am taking vicodin, I know there is no chance of a BFP and it's gonna be really hard.
I honestly did not think I would reach the 1 year anniversary of losing Marina and not be pregnant. I didn't think it would happen, but here it is. I am dreading this. Not to mention, my DD's deadbeat dad, who has never been in her life, filed for visitation/custody, and I have that court trial on the 15th, only days after I'll be getting AF, and dealing with the one year anniversary of losing Marina. I feel like when it rains it pours. And I am afraid the judge will take into consideration the fact that her deadbeat dad has another child, and will want the siblings to know eachother, and it hurts that I wasn't the one who gave DD a sibling. I am just going to be a mess next week, and could use some serious strength vibes.
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I'm sorry, dear!! 
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