well.......................
we know my cycles have been rather erm.... crap to say the lease since my loss in june. ranging from 17 days (Oing cd6 and then having a very short lp compaired to my 16 day norm) to 32 days (with an lp of 20days

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well, after having the blood tests done, all that came back was that my iron was dangerously low, i have heard nothing else so im guessing all is ok (i will confirm when i call doc tomorrow though before i make final decision)
im supposed to be starting a new, stronger pill when af comes but guess what, so far im on cd23 and no af (thats good for me lately) im pretty sure i Od cd14 this time

and as long as af doesnt show tomorrow then i will have an ok lp as well.
now, my bad thought..... im thinking about not starting the pill
my due date is the 20th, af is due just before then and even the thought of taking the pill is sending me into an emotional spin. if i start taking that when my due date is here i just know im going to break down.
what do you ladies think i should do? im just so tempted (as long as i get the all clear from tests tomorrow) to say sod the pill this cycle and see how it goes. i have them so if my cycles do start to get stupid again then i can start on them but while the going is good, i could get going!
feedback please.... lol
xxx
well i called the doctor and guess what.... he says all hormone tests came back fine so just go on the pill and regulate my cycles as all seems to be in order (yeah im not telling him im trying for a baby cos hes an opinionated pig
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af isnt here, temps are still way up and im on CD24 (maybe 10DPO) so i guess that means im putting the pill on hold for a bit and see how my cycles pan out now

im still gutted that im not pregnant when "jamies" due date is here but at least now i wont be as bad emotionally as i would have been if i started the pill.
if i was pregnant this cycle then it would be even easier (but still hard) but that would take a miracle as the closest we dtd was midnight the day after i Od 
so i guess we are back to ttc after all

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