[Gabi]

<span style="font-family:Century Gothic">Not sure if anyone even remembers me, but I was here briefly after my miscarriage in July/August, and then took a break. Anyway...

I did something very stupid... I went to see Due Date Club for March 2009, to see how people were doing. I shouldn't have
I would be 5 months today. 17+6 weeks. I would have pictures of the baby and I would even know the gender.



Still TTC, hoping I get to have my own baby one day.</span>

[mary30]

I don't think you are the only one that does that. I have done that too. I should be almost 30 weeks. I had a mscarriage when I was 19 weeks. I Don't know why I do it.I read how happy people are and that they are getting big and fat !!.

We are ttcal too.

Sorry You are still stuggling through you loss. This forum is really great.

[Gabi]

<span style="font-family:Century Gothic">Thanks. Someone actually told me I shouldn't keep track of how far a long I would be... but I have to. I don't know why, is it curiosity or my way of coping with it. And actually, I was doing fine until I went there and saw how most of them knew their babies genders already. That hit hard, made it so real, you know.

Oh well... Life goes on, whether you want it to or not.

Thank God for this group, people who understand </span>

[HippyMomOf4]

I do it all the time, my old DDC's are now playrooms and i still lurk, and it really hurts because i should have my new little baby right now and here i am still TTC. just wanted to let you know your not the only who does it i think we all set ourselves up for that