I had a weird dream last night that i was still pregnant with my last pregnancy and i gave bith to him at home at 25 weeks.. he was breathing but it was hard for him.i was running around trying to get into the hospital.. so they can fly him to a hospital that is set up for premmies.. as the closest hospital set up for 25 weekers is about 4 hours drive from here. it was wierd because i didnt find out he was a boy until i got to the hospital..

anyway i woke up.. It weird.. because i could smell the 'new born smell ' and it felt like he was really in my arms.. i had the full on protective mothering feeling over him.. it was so good to finally feel like my family was completed...

now being awake i feel like im missing one.. its weird..

[mary30]

Wow what a dream. Sorry that you had to have a dream that felt so real. I am sure it brought back alot of emotions for you.

[..Jessica..]

Wow girl...that dream is really vivid!!!!

[taatie10]

A little bit different but I have woken up after a dream of giving birth to my lost baby. I then sat crying for for hours because I felt it on an even deeper level of what I had lost.
The dream felt so real I ended up holding a teddy bear trying to replace the void.
Its actually nice to know it has happened to others.

[Eleysia]

A little bit different but I have woken up after a dream of giving birth to my lost baby. I then sat crying for for hours because I felt it on an even deeper level of what I had lost.
The dream felt so real I ended up holding a teddy bear trying to replace the void.
Its actually nice to know it has happened to others.[/b]

I had a very similar dream to this, and when I woke up all i wanted in the world was my husband but we were/are going through a divorce and he wasnt there. it broke my heart twice. I had her, held her and even got to hear her first cry. God it was devastating. I knew in my dream that they were taking my baby girl from me, and I was crying so hard in my dream that my BF woke me up and I just had tears streaming down my face and was bawling. It killed me that much more.

Im so sorry you had this dream, i know it makes it that much worse, almost like losing your baby again.

edited for spelling.