well as some of you know, i have been a horny devil the last week or 2

and the last few days i have been pouncing on mark as much as poss
well we didnt get to dtd yesterday cos his heart was giving him trouble so i sent him home for an early night.
anyway, we have dtd like 6 times in the last 3 days

and last night he told me.... HE IS STAYING TONIGHT!!!
im off tomorrow night and back on wed so im trying to get those swimmers built up. the final bit of good news.. although my temp hasnt really dipped today and my opks are neg, I HAVE EWCM!!!!!! i havent had that since my loss in july!!

the most i have had is watery but today i have some so im praying it will keep his swimmers comfy in there
i plan on gettin some more tonight and then again late tuesday/wed when i get back and im still praying i O on cd14 (im on cd11 now)
ive been ttc for 15 cycles now so im praying with all my heart i get my sticky bean this time!
il let you all know IF i get a pos opk (i dont always get them) but i would be really happy if i Od tomorrow or wed!
edited to add... i just poas and my opk has gotten a lot darker since yesterday so i think i will do it again tonight and morning but i have a feeling i will O really soon (im also getting that familiar popping feeling that i last got when i Od in july. all these things are similar to the month i las got my bfp

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if i dont get my bfp this month i know im going to be totally gutted but right now im wishing and praying, relaxing and having fun!
UPDATE!!!!!!!!
today is cd12. mark leaves in 2 hours but so far i have jumped him 4 times today

i will be getting in another one before he leaves. you think i have it covered?