[Augie]

My temp dipped, I was hoping it was an implantation dip. I started spotting, hoped it was IB. Started cramping; googled it, realized that can happen with IB. Remained hopeful.

But NOOOOOO, the showed anyway, FIVE DAYS EARLY! I'm never early. WTH?

I hate this and I hate my body. I got pregnant with Dominic on BCP. We conceived Gwen on the first try. Here we are, a year later, our last cylce to ttc until June and she pulls this? GRRRR

[Augie]

A friend mentioned on the phone this morning that I may have had yet another chemical pregnancy. Even though I am bleeding, I'm tempted to test...Would a chemical even show up at this point?

If so, would knowing or not knowing be better? If it is a chemical, I'd like to honor the baby, the same way I honor Dominic and Gwen. But, would it really make it any easier, knowing that I had lost another child. If I don't know, I'm liable to spend the rest of my life wondering how many angels I have.

I don't know...what do you ladies think?

[madmum_sarah]

awww hun im sorry she showed
with my chemical i got one pos hpt and the next i took was neg and then i started bleeding.
i hope it wasnt a chemical hun and that af is just being the awkward cow she is!
xx

[Augie]

I think what confuses me the most, is I o'd on CD21. The shortest LP I have ever has was 15 days...until now...

[AliciaF]

I started 2 days early this cycle. It does suck.

[Mellza]

I'm sorry... the best things in life never come easy

[MegansMommy]

aww i so sorry! gl!

[..Jessica..]

Oh Augie, I'm sorry girl!!!!

I'm not sure about the Chemical, I don't think there would be a way to find out now, since you are bleeding. I hope it's not the case!

[~Lynda~]

oh poop girl!!!! i'm sooo sorry!!!! i know you are extremely disappointed. i've been there many a times. HUGS and more HUGS