beginning to think I'm just messing with my head...

Mellza · #1 November 11th, 2008, 09:37 AM

I should of continued one long post of a journal, but I wasn't thinking ahead. So my spotting started again today....

I don't know... if I wasn't spotting so much I'd think maybe I'd find that I will get a BFP, however the spotting has continued and I wonder if it will continue into my AF? I haven't seen a spike in my temps (when I conceived Logan my temp rose by 6 points, with him I also had an IM dip)
None of which I have seen on my chart, however I am only 7 dpo, and I am taking my temp via axial (I think that is the technical term for under the arm) so my measurements are not spot on. Maybe some of the symptoms I was experiencing were attributed to ovulation. Last night I had a headache, and today I am nauseous. However, all these things can easily be explained away. Truth be told if I am pg, I really wouldn't be experiencing many symptoms right now as it is. I speculate that the hCG hormone wouldn't be running through my body that it would could nausea, headaches, sore breasts or fatigue at this point. I would like to add, however, that if I am in fact pg I will be a strong believer in that symptoms do occur before missed period... I realized that my due date for AF is sooner than I thought. I would actually be next Tues, considering I ovulated on Tues, Nov 4th (Election day) ... That Obama gets me going,

... I will see what my temp does over the next couple of days, that should determine what the outcome will be. But since the spotting has not stopped, I am thinking that I am not going to get a BFP. For my situation whatever will be, will be and I am at peace with that.
I see my GYNO tomorrow morning, I am going to ask him about getting on Phentermine (a weight loss drug) if I am not mistaken, I think they do a pg test before they prescribe it? Not really sure, however if I am perscribed the drug I will wait until AF shows to start taking it. In addition, if I am on Phentermine I will go back on BC next month to prevent pregnancy. Once I reach a more ideal conception weight I will go off BC and start this process again.