[Bakin8th]

Well first off thanks so much for all your support but I dont think I have good new's at this point.

My beta was ONLY 30 at 12 dpo and that may be OK but my tests have all but barely show a BFP anymore. I had my darkest BFP late afternoon yesterday then evening was almost gone and so far the 2 groups today(13 dpo) barely registred in 10min.

I do have 1 more beta tomorrow but to be honest I am sure it going to be a m/c now.

I said in aother post that I didnt have a BFP at 8dpo sure I am out as IF I get a BFP after 9dpo.. it useally end's in a m/c...well This BFP was 10dpo but I hoped it was borderline.

Last time my number's were 11dpo 76 and 13dpo 192..so as you can see I make good number early if baby will make first tri

I expect to remain pg for about 1 more week then m/c. It takes awhile for my body to click in and my temps have to drop first before anything will start. I am upset because I wont O after m/c while waiting for first AF. MY first AF takes on average 8 weeks to show. So this has set me back about 3 1/2 months...I hate that I take so long to reboot after a loss.

Now on the bright side I GOT PG!!! So I am still excited about that!! I still think being I did O and a egg did implant,grew HCG and went past AF due date That I am not in line for IVF right away lol

I have more clomid to do and this next time I will take it on the days FOR fertility NOT for a infertility Diagnoses lol.

ETA: I am glad I didnt change my blinkies yet. They are a pian to redo lol

[..Jessica..]

I'm sorry Irene, but it's not over!!!!! I want this baby to stick for you so badly!!!! I'll be praying for you! and

[jenn27]

Awe Irene, I'm sorry you didn't get the report that you were hoping for but don't give up. I will be praying for you and your baby and I pray that when you back tomorrow, you get wonderful news. Sending lots of sticky and your way. KUP.

[madmum_sarah]

irene!
please dont give up yet hunny. strange things happen and its not always bad!

xxx

[Eleysia]

Irene, ill be praying for you hunny, it isnt over yet.

[Mellza]

I am sorry, I was really excited for you... hang in there, maybe things will turn around? (HUGS HUGS)

[Bakin8th]

Thanks so much ladies

I dont think this is going to be a viable pg..This is were I wish I was blissfully ignorant about HPT's

I know after doing thousands of them..yes not a miss print LOL what they do when I am pg with a healthy bean and going to m/c. They are barely showing a line and takeing about 10 min at that.

I hope and pray to be able to eat my words...

By the way I have no regrets that I got excited and got to enjoy a couple days dreaming

ETA: Chart As I wait for temps to plunge. Its so pretty right now

http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/2fca3

[Pound]

i'm sorry, maybe there is still hope. i'm rooting for you!

[Mommy0305]

I hope you have to eat your words

[mary30]

I am still hoping for you . A big hug coming your way

[MountainMomma]

Lots of prayers going up. I really hope you are wrong and that this bean sticks.

[kingdink]

Lots and lots of

[KDD]

I'm sorry Irene Your positive attitude is very inspirational. I'm going to continue to remain hopeful for you.

[mom2njia]

Aw I pray there is a sticky bean in there but I know what you mean... I knew I was having two of my mc from hpts getting lighter.

[heathernoell6]

I am praying that you are wrong as levels are different for each woman and each pregnancy. T and P your way.

[.x~KAT~x.]

Im sure it will be fine!! im not giving up hope sweetie, this is a sticky bean im sure of it!!! now lets see those betas triple next test ok!! xxxx

[going4it]

I hope you're wrong, and it is a sticky, but here's some (((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))) just in case!