[HippyMomOf4]

So my RE appt is today, i have no clue what to expect. I wasn't able to make it to my last one but this time i'm going for sure. I'm really nervous, its at an army hospital and my experiance with military dr's has me a little worried they will just be like nothings wrong keep trying. We have been try for over a year now and i'm just ready to be pregnant and it stick this time. This will be our last child and i do not want my children too far apart. We started trying right after Athena turned 1 in hopes i would be pregnant and have a baby before she was 2 or just a little after. Well that dream was crushed when i m/c in Dec and again in Jan. I'm just at a point where i feel like i will never be pregnant again and never get to have another baby of my own. Isis walked up to me a few days ago and remember shes 3 lol and said mommy when are you going to get pregmic(thats how she says it lol). I told her well hunny mommys trying, she then goes on to say she wants a brother and it just makes me so sad. Well enough of that. Just wish me luck and say a little prayer for us today. We really need it.



UPDATE!!
So anyway sorry it took so long to update everyone, i've been super tired today. I got up really early to babysit and i'm draggin. Anyway the appt went okay. Although they thought i was on clomid because the stupid Navy Dr's wrote it in my chart that they gave it to me! Which they never did so i got that cleared up. I have to wait till i get AF then call and make an appt to have a sonohysterography done. I'm not to worried about it seeing as the HSG didn't hurt me at all what so ever. I just didn't want to have to do more test, i feel like they have done enough. Then after they do that they will let me know they plan they already have in mind. Which i'm sure is clomid, i'm not sure if they will do the IUI because we are moving soon and i'm really not even sure that we will get to try after the sonohysterography cause Chris is leaving soon to do some school with the navy for 3 months, then we move and have to switch insurance regions. Its going to be a pain in the butt. So if i don't get pregnant this cycle or next then we are on another 3 month break. I really can't keep doing this i was hoping to get more outta the appt. The only thing i did get that made me happy is that my uterus and ovaries are prefect and full of eggs. Some were pretty good size lol. But they arn't coming out so there worthless LOL. Anyway thats all.

[.x~KAT~x.]

good luck today, i hope they give you some positive help and advice. Tommy is 3 also and he always talks about me having a baby in my belly...it is so heartbreaking isnt it! just imagine how happy she will be when she becomes a big sister x Kup on your appointment

[..Jessica..]

Good luck today, Denise!!!!

[Wee3monkeys]

Thinking of you, Denise!! Hoping you have a great appointment!!!!

[Momeejenjen]

I hope your appointment goes well!!! Good luck!

Good Luck Denise! Can't wait for an update!

[..Jessica..]

Yay!!!! Good luck, Denise!!!!

[heathernoell6]

I really hope it happens for you before Chris has to go away. I will keep you in my thoughts. Why didn't they just go ahead and start you on the Clomid? I gues they (think) they know best. Good luck...