[BellaBellski]

Booooooo Life!!! Why the he-ll did my angel's EDD have to be on Christmas Day!? UGHHHH!
I'm not doing well every day 'counting down' to Christmas is counting down to the day I was SUPPOSED to have my son. I feel like his loss is thrown in my face Every Day this month. UGH! And All the family we have to visit that day?? I dunno how that's gonna go. I guess we'll see. Anyway thanks for reading my rant. I just need to get it out. I'm so sad tonight



Perhaps if DF and I missed the eggie this cycle I will just spend my Christmas with my hubby, my baby girl a great big glass of 'holiday cheer'

[heathernoell6]

I am so sorry honey. There are no words that seem to fit this kind of situation. Lean on your man and love on your daughter. I hope you feel better. We are always here to listen to your rants

[..Red..]

My co-worker and I were having a similar conversation. Except she lost her baby at 6mos on the 26th. She didn't realize why she hated Christmas for a long time. Fortunately you have a DF and DD to brighten the season. I think it might be a good idea to spend the day at home and do Christmas another day.

[Momeejenjen]

((HUGS)) I am so sorry sweety!!!

[klt]

Wow...I just don't have the right thing to say. I'm so sorry. Maybe you can do something special on Christmas for your little angel? A special ornament. Lighting a special candle each year. A special little statue that you put out every year on Christmas. You have every right to feel really bad. Everything I've been told and that I've read says that you should grieve the loss of your little one. If that means that you're going to be hurting this year on Christmas, then go ahead! I know I would. I can't imagine how you feel, so you'll know what is best for you and your family. KNow that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Your daughter is absolutely beautiful, by the way. I hope you find some peace this season.

Thinking of you
Kelty

[Danielley08]

I'm sorry that your EDD is coming up

My first Angel's EDD was Thanksgiving...everyday leading up to that date was worse than the actual day of...I finally just broke down and cried the night before...

I'll be thinking about you...

[BellaBellski]

Thanks Girls

I bought him a stocking to hang up with Mattea's. It made me feel a little better

[L-SBB]

((BIG HUGS)) that's just awful to have an EDD on a holiday...hopefully spending the time with your husband and daughter (who is ADORABLE btw) will help distract you from it.

Lara

[ESMERALDAAZ]

[..Jessica..]

I'm sorry Tanya!!!

[katiegirl]

Sorry you have to go through this on Christmas of all days.
I don't know about anyone else but once I got past my EDD it got much easier.

[Gayle]

Oh hun I know how you feel. I wish I could just give you a big huge hug. I'm dreading christmas coming also. With Makayla's due date the day after I'm getting nervous about the time to come. I was so hoping to be pregnant before her date came but it doesn't seem so. I hope that you find peace this holiday season and get to have a nice christmas.

[mom2njia]

I totally know how you feel I was due Dec. 23 with a baby I lost in May. I have lost another since then too..
And the worst is I lost Kia (almost 5 mos pregnant) 2 days before my birthday. His was one year angelversery (sp)
was this March, the day itself was sad but not nearly as bad as the anxiety leading up to it. I am so sorry for you loss.

[BellaBellski]

I really hope you guys are right and the day itself isnt as bad as the days leading up to it. I feel like that's probably how it will be. Thanks everyone for the kind words, and lots of hugs back to you guys!!



And some great big and baby dust to you, Gayle!

[mary30]

I am so sorry that you are having a hard time. I understand what you are feeling. I keep thinking that I would be having my baby in less than 25 days. I was having a c-section on New Year's eve day