[mom2njia]

I was due this week with the pregnancy I lost in May, it was a blighted ovum so not even sure if I should say it was a baby.
My friend who was due a few weeks after me had her baby 3 days ago. It hit me hard. I have been pregnant again since that loss; and lost that baby too. I feel hopeless about having another baby. Last cycle I was terrfied to get a BFP because I dont know if I could handle a 5th loss in a row. i am cd 13 today and confused about how I am feeling.

[huckleberry312]

I am so sorry. It was a positive pregnancy test so there was something there....a baby. I can't even say words that would help you feel better right now. It is normal to doubt trying to conceive after loss. Once a loss happens the fear of pregnancy and another loss is there. This board is great and the girls are awesome. If anyone can make you feel better it's them. Big

[klt]

Oh, I am Sooooo sorry. I can't think of the right words to say. You are in my prayers tonight.
Thinking of you
Kelty

[mom2njia]

Thanks, I have hard time with the blighted ovum... I thought I was carrying a baby for 9 weeks and when it turned out there was nothing there but tissue, it softened the blow of the miscarriage but its still hurts and doesnt change the fact that I SHOULD be holding a baby right now. I want another baby sooo much but I am absolutly terrified to try again.

[Danielley08]

[~Lynda~]

completely understandable. i lost one too in august. did your dr. do any testing since you've had so many losses? seems like after three, they try to find out what might be causing the losses...

HUGS girl!!!!

[..Jessica..]

I'm sorry girl!!!!

[KDD]

I'm so sorry. We're here anytime you want to talk.

[L-SBB]

What a tough year you've had! Here's hoping that you get your little miracle in '09...