Well, I had my hopes really high that I was pregnant. I just got in the shower and my af began. I think, I'm pretty sure. I'm about 100% it is bright red blood. I wanted to be pregnant really bad and I think I was just seeing signs that weren't there. I guess I'm shooting for September now. I just feel so let down and drained. Well, maybe this cycle and I will be cleaned out and hopefully carry better. I should have not gotten my hopes up and not tried this month. Well, this month my cycle was 26 days, so hopefully the next one will be the same, so my husband will still be up here.
I'm trying to stay positive. The other day I had a tiny clot, but nothing after, today the same thing, except a couple hours later af. So I'm guessing today is CD 1...ugh...this long wait. I hate this long wait and more bd'ing...ugh. Love my husband, but after staying home with the kids all day, I really don't feel like it, but I take one for the team.