[.kristen.]

Well, I couldn't wait for later this week. I got my bloodwork done this morning and waited in the hospital for my results. Not pregnant, less than 1 Hcg. I had a gut feeling I wasn't, but got my hopes up, again. Shot in the gut right there, but I think I have everything figured out in the long run.

So, after my negative results, I thought back to the 24th, that was my period, just like all my other ones before the pregnancy. So, now I'm looking at ovulating in the next couple of days, I think. Last night I started with really heavy cm I mean to the point (TMI) we BD'ed and I told dh to stop, because I thought I started bleeding, but I did, it is just an over abundance of cm. It is the egg white, but today I was having a lot of cramps and a little dull continuous cramp on my right side. Well, I guess from the stress of waiting for the test, I mean I thought I was going to throw up waiting for it and I was shaking so bad. I came home and had a little blood in my mucus. Not much, just a wipe and then nothing. I've been having diarehha too really bad, so I'm either getting my period or there is something going on in there that I don't know about. But I just in general feel like crap. I can't get on base gyn until the 16th and I can't see my regular ob/gyn unless I want to get billed for a lot of money that we just don't have. It wasn't streaked it was just tinged light brown mucus. Maybe it is my af coming.

Could this be ovulation bleeding?

So, we have to keep on bd'ing, hopefully I will be ovulating soon and the 24th was the start of my cycle. It would really make a lot sense. I took a opk today and it was negative, but maybe I haven't ovulated yet or missed it with the opk's, because I haven't taken them in a couple days. But it looked like it was going to be positive in a couple days. You know how you get no line and it darken every day, it is definitely darker than last Tuesday. Ugh...maybe this is the cycle...I gotta change my little ticker, until I figure things out with this whole thing.

Sorry for the rant!

[..Jessica..]

It could be ovulation spotting. Since you have been BDing lately, that's a good thing. I would continue to BD and see what happens. I hope this is it for you Kristen!

[~Lynda~]

so sorry about the neg test hun. i can imagine how much you were shaking!!! i hope you are Oing now. It would be kind of unusual for you to get that much ewcm if you're not going to O. you can get SOME ewcm after you O, but usually not an abundance like you are describing. so i'd keep on BDing!!!! Spotting is possible at any time in your cycle when you're BDing. Keep the faith girl and G/L