[.kristen.]

Ok, so...
I was in a rut all day, no money (thanks to military pay) and been working my butt off on invitations to make some money. Anyways...I collected up some money and I went out to Walmart to get some OPK's. I wanted the smiley face ones, but they didn't have any. So I bought answer test strips, either way I can't read them right.

Well, on the way home I just had a rush of feeling about everything. I shouldn't be doing all of this. I should just take it like normally. No temping. No OPK's. And then the feeling hit, I shouldn't worry about having sex every night and putting myself through this. I think we should just go with the flow of things and then I had a feeling like this was it. I have never had this feeling until the last pregnancy. We had sex 1 time and got pregnant and then I just had this feeling. I just feel like this. I could tell on Monday I was going to have a negative test, I just didn't emotionally prepare for it. I'm not getting my hopes up, I'm guarded now and always will be. Anyways, I don't think we have to bd tonight. I mean instantly I felt like I should return the test and just felt relieved and I'm never relieved, I'm always uptight and stressed.

Anyways...I took my OPK and it is a new test that I have never took, but it was positive it was the SAME colors as the control line and didn't even hold my pee for 4 hours. I think I'm excited. But I'm not temping anymore and OPK's whenever i get to it. I don't know what to take of the instant feeling of relief. No cramps, right kind of cm (clear and it stretched for a good 3-4 cm)

I just wanted to share with you wonderful ladies...sorry for the rambling. Just relieved.

[..Jessica..]

Sounds good to me!

[klt]

Good for you Kristen! Sounds like your "plan of not having a strict plan" could really work for you! Congrats on the positive OPK! Good luck!

[dragonfly2006]

when I became pregnant I actualy was not trying at the time. Make a long story short..I was so sick of trying and the constant let down every month so DH and I took it easy for awhile. I started having weird back pain so I went to my DR. who then sent my to my OB saying it might be a sist or something. OB says its endo. so they schedule a laperscopic. 3 weeks before my surgery I realized I was a week late and something told me to test...I had a feeling.. it was positive. I was pregnant while they were trying to figure out why I couldnt get pregnant. Funny how it works... its hard to do but you have to relax and let it happen...good luck