[Eleysia]

Ive offically joined the im TTC so dangit.. why isnt it happening yet group lol. I forgot what it felt like to obsess about every stupid symptom which is just an everyday twinge! ugh lol.

My body is stupid at times. I swear i had every O sign in the book rediculiously early, and now here i sit with my cervix medium and firm and closed for what seems like forever now, and god forbid i have ANY CM to tell me whats up besides the occasional (if i bear down <TMI sry> tiny ounce of creamy cm).

I know it takes time after your IUD is out, but seriously?!?!? whats with the confusing signs??

No way on earth am i pg but if i were id chaulk these up to that. Peeing WAY more than any human should, wanting to cry about everything. not cry but sobb. having AF crampies and weird muscle pulling sensations when i twist my body. UGH!!!

Im insain im insaine im insaine. Logically there is no way i could be pg!!!

Sorry for the vent, but hoestly where else would I take this sort of aggervation?? You guys all know exactly what im talking about.

[heathernoell6]

Eleysia! Of course we all know. What I want to know is...where are you in your cycle. I, honestly, thought that AF was coming or that there was no chance in h*** that I was pg BOTH times I was. So, give us some info and we will go crazy with you

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

Yea, we need ALL the details Eleysia. We can obsess with you.

I agree with the above posts, more details. It is obsession isn't it? DH and I talked about how this time we'll just casually DTD a few times during my O and then casually forget about it until AF is due. YEA RIGHT! I'm anxiously awaiting Saturday so I can be in the 2WW haha. Hang in there, you'll get those signs soon.

[Eleysia]

Sorry to post and bail lol. Ok im on CD15 right now. Had all my O signs on like CD 7 or 8. My cervix is still medium firm and CLOSED!!! Ive never had it stay closed for so long into my cycle. For CD7 it was high soft and open.. no doubt in my mind and watery cm!!! UGH feel free to obsess with me hahaha.

Still had a headache today, burst into tears 2 times just reading about home buying!! and like i said cervix still closed as tight as can be. We dtd last night just in case my cervix decided to pull its head out and shape up! lol

ETA we dtd on cd 7 i think also.. it was right as i was getting my watery cm.. and had HSO cervix.

[Bakin8th]

Ughhh how wacky!! I hope it figures itself out soon..for your sanity!

[klt]

We love to obsess with you! Hopefully, by the end of the weekend I'll be in the 2ww! Just so you know ahead of time, I will obsess and freak out constantly! Hey, when we get our BFPs we can be in a DDC together! (positive thinking)

[Eleysia]

Kelty I sure hope so hunny. If I miss this month then I can hop into PAL with you next month Its my first AF after my IUD (due around the 30th or so) so im ok with one wacky cycle. but thats it!!

It's not as easy after the IUD as the commercials make it seem...I thought I'd get pregnant right after they took mine out. I was incredibly fertile and had zero issues with the two boys. In fact I had been on the shot for 5 years and went off of it bc I was having terrible withdrawl symptoms at the end of each 3 month period. I was on the pill for a month after that, forgot to take it for a few days and WHAM there was Grant!

I had my IUD for 9 years, had it taken out over the summer and it took nearly 8 months for me to get pregnant this last time. I was doing research and I guess the IUD thins the uterine lining, it takes a while for it to get back to normal. I know that I had two cycles where I thought I was going to get a BFP, but AF would just arrive a week late.

Personally, I will have to think long and hard about another IUD. It was a fantastic idea at the time, nothing to think about or remember at the time. But it did affect my fertility somewhat and that bothers me

That's just my experience though. I do know other people who have gotten pregnant right away.

[KDD]

TTC'ing can certainly drive you crazy! Vent away Eleysia, that's what were here for!

[Eleysia]

Well still confused as ever. Im to the oint of just updating yall about that hahaha cervix is stil Firm and Closed did I mention she has creeped back up to barly touchable??