this pregnancy is just really getting me right now. the bleeding/spotting is back and has been on and off since sunday. im trying not to worry but im sure you know how i really feel! im happy to be pregnant but i cant help feeling really low

i also had an appointment with my shrink yesterday and it took a lot out of me (talked about my childhood and discovered why my losses effected me "more")
mark is catching the ferry up tonight for sadies birthday on saturday and only told me last night he may be staying until wednesday so i wont be about much while he here either as we have a lot to talk about.
i miss you all loads and will be back to my old self soon. just seem to get on top of things and then everything gets to me again.
hope all are well and taking care of yourselves
xxx