Amanda -- I'm so sorry to hear about all your pain this week. I bet it's been so hard. You are at the right place to talk about anythign and we'll be here for you.
I'm sorry for all your losses as well, I dont know much about chemical pg's as well. But, I know someone can help you. And I bet you will have a

soon, jsut give yourself some time and when you're ready you'll know.