and the waiting begins again....

mollysmom2008 · #1 February 28th, 2009, 06:42 AM

so i woke up today, CD 31 and POAS - it's certainly not big or fat, but there's definitely a 2nd line there !
this is my 3rd + cycle since we started TTC in July '08; the first two ended in m/c as i'm sure you all remember. so i'm sitting here afraid to move for fear of doing something wrong and losing it again. i have no idea when i actually o'd; the OPKS never got really positive this month, despite testing 3x/day for 2 weeks. so if i o'd late, it's still really early. i was scheduled to start clomid on my next cycle, so maybe i don't need to go there just yet. my bbs are so sore, just the sheets on the bed brushing up against them is painful. also had cramping and twinging on and off for over a week. have to go out and buy more tests for tomorrow just to make sure i'm not just seeing things

lots of sticky dust, please!

*update, 3/1:
looks like this will be a chemical pg. had hopes last night that this was it; went to bed at 8pm since i was so tired, i thought that was a good thing.
woke up this morning, bbs aren't nearly as sore and the line is barely visible on a new test.
i can't even begin to describe the frustration and disapointment this whole process is bringing me. 3 positive cycles in 8 months and still nothing to show for it.

**update, 3/3:
got a definite bfp this morning!!!

called the doc and went in for bloodwork to confirm.
bbs still sore; can't wait for test results, just trying to relax and not get too worked up about it all.

klt · #2 February 28th, 2009, 06:49 AM

Yay!!!!

I want to see pics of the lines! How exciting for you!! I hope and pray this is your little sticky bean! Congratulations! KUP... when is your due date (based on LMP)? You're in my thoughts and prayers!

LissaDawn · #3 February 28th, 2009, 11:35 AM

Congrats on your BFP! I am sending tons of sticky vibes your way

..Penelope.. · #4 February 28th, 2009, 12:30 PM

Congratulations!! Sending you tons of sticky

wildflower_142 · #5 February 28th, 2009, 01:09 PM

Yay!!! congratulations.

Sending sticky vibes your way

SingingMama · #6 February 28th, 2009, 01:15 PM

Yay! Congrats for you! I know that you have had trouble in the past, but just try to enjoy this

Kary♥RN · #7 February 28th, 2009, 09:24 PM

Sorry I didn't see your update, I am so sorry for the disapointment!

lmunoz8517 · #8 February 28th, 2009, 10:10 PM

congrats! I hope you got your sticky bean

Jennifer8080 · #9 March 1st, 2009, 04:57 AM

Congrats! I'm sending you lots of sticky dust!

Halloween81 · #10 March 1st, 2009, 08:50 AM

Oh no, I cant believe it. I really hope it isnt a chemical.

KDD · #11 March 1st, 2009, 09:21 AM

Oh no! I really hope that was a defective test and that this isn't a chemical. Please KUP.

..Penelope.. · #12 March 1st, 2009, 10:22 AM

Oh, no! How will you know for sure what's going on?

Thinking of you

AliciaF · #13 March 1st, 2009, 10:51 AM

I've also had 3 chemical pregnancies in a row in the last 5 months

tobynscarlett · #14 March 1st, 2009, 06:09 PM

Awww, honey I am so sorry that you are having to worry like this

Let us know how the next few days go I will be praying for that sticky BFP!!

~~~Sara~~~ · #15 March 1st, 2009, 10:30 PM

I'm sorry sweetie.

*SamF* · #16 March 2nd, 2009, 06:45 AM

I hope it�s just a fluke in the test! I understand your frustration, I have had 3 positive months in 6 months, and nothing to show for it either. KUP and lots of sticky dust!!