[LissaDawn]

Tested again this morning at 12dpo and again it was a
Temps going down, no symptoms, no hope.

BLEH.

DF just started working a job thats 4 hours away, and will be away for 4 days a week. It is expected to last 4 months. So my chances after this cycle are very slim for a while.



Maybe I will try to shift my focus to saving for and planning the wedding. We were definitely not trying when we conceived our angel, it just happened. But since losing the baby, I really really want to be pregnant again. Although I didnt tell my son I was pregnant, I did get him very excited for a little brother or sister.

And since I have m/c both pregnancies that I did NOT take progesterone from day of ovulation to the day AF is expected, I really have to either AVOID or TRY. There is no happy medium. Not to mention one cycle of progesterone costs $50 so I dont need half hearted attempts. Not sure what I am going to do.

[tobynscarlett]

Sorry girl Being in Limbo is awful. Keep us posted and maybe Dh's of time wil convienently fall on you fertile time- that's what happened to me during my first two!!! It just worked out that Dh was home at the right time Maybe you will get lucky!!

[jmhick]

I'm sorry Melissa . I know this must not be fun! Maybe just give yourself some time and just let it happen. I know that's easier said then done, but then maybe you'll become preggo and have a sticky bean . Don't give up!

[dragonfly2006]

dont give up hope!!!

[PixieQueen]

I'm sorry! I hope it does work out that he comes home on your fertile days. Will you know his schedule ahead of time? Maybe you'll be able to know a month ahead of time and plan. But focusing on the wedding isn't a bad plan either! That does take a lot of energy, too!