so today has finally arrived


my EDD was today 4/9/09. Im supposed to be holding a baby that my husband and I created and im not. im mad and sad and every emotion right now. I thought I would be ok but im not at all. Oh and im at work

and not in the mood to deal with these b#@&*%s you can finish that word im sure the cleaning lady here at work did not come so the place is a mess and im just mad at the world right now and you girls are the only ones who understand. im so just mad and then im sad im a mess right now and dont know what to do with myself. i hope i dont get in trouble at work for wearing a sweat jacket and clogs..i work at a bank but screw them i leave at 1...sorry to ramble on but no one else gets it. there is more in private place if you want to go there..u could use your support.