Thinking of you all (preg. mentioned)

MrsPoe · #1 May 10th, 2009, 09:29 AM

I was a very active member here up until about a year and a half ago. I lived here! I had my first mc back in 2003. I had been ttc for just over a year when it happened. I had been here visiting off and on for the next 3 years. Then I finally got pregnant again Oct. 2006, only to lose her at almost 28 weeks (april 07) and after another long year of ttc we finally got pregnant with my Hannah. So after 7 years of trying to bring a little one into the world safely it finally happened and I am overjoyed.

The girls here were my life, my sanity, and some of the greatest friends I have ever had because they were always here when I needed them most. I hope that all of the ones that were here then have graduated now either with little ones in their arms or growing in their bellys. For those of you that have recently joined this group, I am so sorry for your losses. I hope that you will have a sticky bfp real soon. For those that have been here a while, hang in there, its not an easy journey but its one thats well worth taking.

I know today isn't easy. I hated and dreaded mothers day. 2 years ago was the worst of them all for me. 3 months earlier I held my angel in my arms and she was gone. Nobody remember me except the girls here. I didn't get a happy mothers day, I didn't even get I am sorry your baby isn't here with you. I also was not able to start ttc again so there wasn't even the "hope" of being pg on that day.

My heart goes out to all of you today especially and I wanted to let you know that I think you are all the best mothers of all. Mothers of angels deserve their very own day! You endure so much more, you get through each day somehow, when a peice of you is missing.

So HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!