[ThankingGOD4my2girls]

I have been upset and happy at the same time today. As you all may know I thought I may have had implantation bleeding last Saturday but it ended up not being IB at all cause AF showed Yesturday. So I have been kinda down in the dumps that AF showed and I didnt get pregnant this month. Well ON top of all that I found out today that my husbands cousin is a little over 4 weeks pregnant. Dont get me wrong I am very happy for her. She had tried to get pregnant for 6 years and didnt think she was going to get pregnant because she was diagnosed with a thyroid problem. I am happy for her but why is it that it is always when I find out that I am not pregnant that everyone else finds out they are?

[tobynscarlett]

I have noticed that at any given time there are TONS of pregnant women surrounding me, but I only noticed when I was dealing with a pregnancy issue myself. It can be very difficult, and even though you are not mourning another loss this month, you are mourning the loss of the hope that you were pregnant. That on top of PMS can make you extra sensitive and highly aware of other women. Your time will come soon, but until then I will be thinking about you and praying for you!!!

[sallyk61]

Because its 100% the first and only thing in your mind and it makes complete sense...
I get so down when I have Af and find it harder to see my pregnant friends then in the 2ww Im far more positive and Im fine...

Its just the grieving process I guess...

[mum74]

I understand it's hard. My friend told me she was pregnant (well actually I guessed which in a way was good as I had suspected and prepared myself - she doesn't know about my pregnancy/ m/c). Anyway they have been trying for two years so I felt exactly like you - I was very happy for her and how I have been wanting this for her desperately for ages.... but......just not right now. I could never say that to anyone IRL because I feel selfish - and i AM happy for them, it's just that she's due 6 weeks after my EDD so it is going to be a little hard.

PS. I think it is also the timing for you because it is exactly how it happened for me. I got af and got really miserable that I didn't get pregnant, and then the next day was when my friend officially told me she was pregnant so I think I was already feeling rubbish. This week I am feeling better about it all so I hope that happens for you too.

[.:Shortcake:.]

Huge hugs hun! It sure does feel that way! I know for me right now I feel like I can't take any more people close to me being pg. It just hurts.

[Trish36]

HUGS!!!! Boo for AF showing up!

[ThankingGOD4my2girls]

Thanks ladies. I feel better today. I still am down because I didnt get pregnant this month but I am feeling better about my husbands cousin being pregnant. She and I went and had lunch today and we went to walmart and looked at the stuff in the baby section and believe it or not for some reason it made me feel better instead of worse. I thought going to the baby section of walmart would be hard for me but it wasnt. Thanks for all of your thoughts and prayers. You all are in my thoughts and prayers to.

[..Penelope..]

I'm sorry that RB showed

I totally understand how it feels to be surrounded by pregnant women - I've realized within a few weeks that there are atleast 6 in my department.

I'm glad that you're feeling better. I hope that you get your BFP next month! *HUGS*

[klt]

Glad you're feeling a bit better! Hoping that the positive vibes and the visit to the baby department translate into a BFP for you this cycle .