If this is AF.... than WTH?

Kary♥RN · #1 June 7th, 2009, 12:15 PM

I started to spot today, brown spotting. It happened a few hours ago. I don't think it is IB.... I don't feel pregnant... I just have that feeling... I think I might be on the cycle schedule pre m/c of 28 days. Now will I stay on the 28 day cycle or go back to O-in on day 18 or 17 and having 31 days? This is so annoying not knowing your body. I will see if the spotting continues tonight/tomorrow. If it stops I will continue to test. If not... than we will not try this cycle. So that I will know if I get pregnant after Aug I will have the short term coverage... It will kill me to miss this month. But I so want to have that time with my baby. Than it goes through my mind... what if?? What if I wait and this was our month.... I'm sure you all know what I mean. I will not be obsessing... I might just stop trying and NTNP... For the next few months...

We will see....

mlyster · #2 June 7th, 2009, 12:52 PM

Brown spooting might not be IB that is happeneing right now but it could just be the expelling of old blodd from implantation. I am not sure if I want to hope for a positive for you or not - I know how much it would hurt to have to go back to work right after the baby but I so want good news for you! So torn for you!! ... Ok I am going to hope for answers asap for you... either AF or a BFP but which ever it is needs to come quickly!

KDD · #3 June 7th, 2009, 02:37 PM

I'm not sure what to hope for either. Don't you wish that life was easy sometimes?

Kary♥RN · #4 June 7th, 2009, 02:52 PM

Well I don't think you guys have to wish for anything... The spotting has continued... I am pretty sure by morning AF will have shown her face. I was a little relieved, for a second.... But now I know I have to wait this cycle out. HOHUM..... HOHUM.... and am sad it will be over 6 months since the m/c and a year since ttc before my next chance at a BFP....... dam this sucks!!!!