yep poas again today 11dpo and got a bfn.
EPS - ok.. where do I start
The last 3 or 4 days I have felt very "off" is the best way to put it.. not super sick or anything but definitely an off feeling, especially today and yesterday. Yesterday had to go and get a glass of water to sip on to make myself feel better.
today im feeling quite grumpy and emotional.. I feel like im having trouble coping generally today and im not sure if it is disappointment from the bfn - but just feeling a bit down. (but that could be pms)
My left nipple has gotten larger and darker - but not my right one

I'm quite veiny - especially my left boob. My boobs are tingly here and there but don't feel sore, nor do they feel heavier, larger or fuller iykwim.
I have been getting slight headaches for the last 3 or 4 days (which I got constantly during my last preg)
I have an increase in CM - mainly creamy cm.... but it seems to have disappeared a bit today.
thats all that i can think of off the top of my head. So there are some - but they could very well be IPS

guess I will just have to wait it out.
oh.. and here is the big one - and im going to say the unspeakable (well, un-typeable) and hope that I don't jinx myself... but.. since I went off the pill in May 08 I have spotted throughout both pregnancies and in addition I get pre-af spotting.. normally about 10 days before AF actually arrives. this month I have had NO spotting

which is very very exciting for me! I hope that if I am preg then its a good sign - and if not, I do hope my body continues to behave and keeps the pre-af spotting away!