AF has arrived (update post #5 - nothing exciting though)

Boble · #1 June 27th, 2009, 05:59 PM

AF arrived for me this morning. So... onto next month. Im ok, I already knew days ago that it was going to be the case... I guess... I feel more foolish then anything that I let myself believe in my IPS even for a bit - silly silly me

and as horrible as it sounds the thing that upsets me the most is that Im going to have to dtd with dh for the person of baby making

I HATE it! Unfortunately.... I have no choice with that one.

congrats to everyone who got their bfp this month.. I wish I could have joined you but its just not my turn this month.

sallyk61 · #2 June 27th, 2009, 07:59 PM

Oh Bel , Im so sorry! I hope this month is it for you...
When it doesnt happen easily it makes sense that dtd is for that purpose so dont beat your self up about that part.... if you can manage that...
Im totally supersticious so dont be embarrased, you either are or your not...

I hope you make the most of your last (fingers crossed) two weeks of drinking and eat HEAPS of pate, feta, red wine the lot!!!!

xxoo

#3 June 27th, 2009, 08:24 PM

I'm sorry Bel! I feel your pain after the rollercoaster of the last 2 weeks. Unfortunately I won't eating pate and feta (uh, YUM!!!) because I decided to do the Master Cleanse during AF this month. I'm kinda hoping a detox will help. (sorry to threadjack)

KDD · #4 June 27th, 2009, 08:24 PM

I'm sorry the witch showed Bel.

Boble · #5 June 27th, 2009, 09:29 PM

hmmm not sure what is going on. I have changed ff today back to "spotting" rather then "light" as AF seems to have gone MIA again now.. and now im in a panic thinking "what if I am preg and my body is already starting to reject it" - im sure im not.. i should just calm down.. i mean.. i dont' feel preg really.. but I also dont feel like I should have af??? and I already pee'd so I can't poas again. crap crap crap. guess i will just have to wait it out till tomorrow morning - but I also dont' want to waste my last test if af is a coming.. my temp is still up but that doesn't necessarily mean anything... it was down yesterday.

why can't this all be easier

..Penelope.. · #6 June 27th, 2009, 09:40 PM

Aww hon, I'm sorry that your body is being so confusing!

sallyk61 · #7 June 28th, 2009, 02:50 AM

Could be anything Bel....
Dont count yourself out just yet...
Thinking of you let me know how things go!!!!
xxoo

Mel1979 · #8 June 28th, 2009, 04:47 AM

I'm sorry Bel. Why are our bodies so confusing! I really hope there is still a chance for you this month

photogmama · #9 June 28th, 2009, 05:04 AM

Sorry your body is sending you such mixed signals! Heres hoping BFP and sticky babies are in the near future for all of us!

#10 June 28th, 2009, 03:14 PM

Hey Bel,

Sorry to hear the witch is visting (?). I hope it is just an abnormal start to AF & not a m/c.

Boble · #11 June 28th, 2009, 04:50 PM

Temp drop this morning but still not a huge drop.... so tested just to be on the safe side.... bfn this morning and the bleeding has gotten slightly heavier.. but still not full on af. *sigh* I hate my body right now... and hate so many other things too - but I wont go into it... i am trying to think towards the positives but the thought of having to ttc again for at least another month makes me want to throw myself off the nearest bridge... i don't know if my relationship can last one more month of this hell. I get it not being my turn this month... i know.. i came up with that one.. but when HE isn't doing his part it makes the thought of dtd a very horrible one.

.:Shortcake:. · #12 June 29th, 2009, 03:49 AM

Huge hugs hun. I know exactly how you feel and it sucks!

Boble · #13 June 29th, 2009, 03:57 AM

af has still not actually shown up in full force.. annoying!

Trish36 · #14 June 29th, 2009, 07:18 AM

Oh Bel..that is so annoying!!! Hope that something happens either way to give you some peace of mind. Of course I'm rooting for a BFP!
I know what you mean about dtd for the sake of ttc. I don't enjoy it either. I actually feel free this month and as an added bonus of being on the pill - I don't have the usual O bloating.

MrsB1227 · #15 June 29th, 2009, 03:27 PM

you're not the only one with the IPS so try not to beat yourself up over it. I was convinced this was my month too, i was nauseas, tired, sore boobs (all of which are not typical pms symptoms for me) and of course the witch showed, and early to boot! hope our bfp's happen soon!

pmwjones · #16 June 29th, 2009, 04:07 PM

I am so sorry girl. I wish AF would come on strong or not at all. I just don't understand our bodies. Gosh they are frustrating!! Well, keep your head up...in time things will happen!!! GL!