[sportsmom2]

Anyone else feel like you stalk these boards? I am driving myself crazy! I am in the 2ww and I can't get anything done!

The time is going to creep by if I don't relax...

I work for the public school system, so I don't go back to work until August 17.... that leaves me TOO much time for forums and google searches.

[farasha]

Um yeah. I was just thinking today that I need to cut back.. or eliminate. I'm really going nuts over here!

[Loving6]

I'm going crazy too.We are joing the YMCA to get out and something to do.I hope your 2ww speeds up.

[JMbreaksthelaw]

I have been to a few drs. since my second m/c and they have all have had different things to say EXCEPT they all told me to stay off the internet and message boards! They said "women who go on those things are desperate, pathetic and usually have numerous problems, you are not one of them!" Um, actually I am pretty desperate at this point so I guess I am one of them doc!

[missy123]

Decided to delete my post.

[missy123]

Deleted this part of my post. Welcome to the group dsmom.



And Dianna - It is hard to keep busy during the 2ww because even if you have tons of hobbies and an overwhelming amount of things to do the excitement of "you.could.possibly.even.maybe.remotely.like.you.m ay.have.a.chance.there.may.be.cells.forming.a.baby .inside.of.you keeps your brain way to busy to be able to focus on much more than that for more than 5 minutes

[sportsmom2]

Originally Posted by missy123

Deleted this part of my post. Welcome to the group dsmom.



And Dianna - It is hard to keep busy during the 2ww because even if you have tons of hobbies and an overwhelming amount of things to do the excitement of "you.could.possibly.even.maybe.remotely.like.you.m ay.have.a.chance.there.may.be.cells.forming.a.baby .inside.of.you keeps your brain way to busy to be able to focus on much more than that for more than 5 minutes

Exactly! I am more in tune with every little twinge in my body than I have ever been before (and I have had two kids)...

but I can say one thing about this experience. If God allows me to have another child and a H & H 9 month pregnancy, I will be so grateful for every milestone I reach... I was young when I had my boys and don't think I really understood what a miracle it was to have my children.

And Missy... I read what you wrote before you deleted it and I agree with you. Shame on anyone who discourages people to seek support from wonderful people like those who are on this forum. I can't even tell you how nice it is to talk to someone who has been in my shoes... Even getting my period brought back all the painful emotions I had when I had my m/c. My DH (as wonderful as he is) never truly understood how much it hurt to lose the dream I had for that child... so I needed you guys!

Anyway... thanks for the post! And I have you in my Thoughts & Prayers!

[BigGrin]

I don't think I will be 10 DPO until this Friday...at the earliest. But does that stop me from POAS since this last Monday? Sometimes twice a day. (once in the morning and once in the evening) This has gone beyond obsession for me and I am happily immersed in insanity-ville.

I didn't temp because I was pretty much a basketcase for the first two weeks post m/c. Then I was like...well I guess I could use my OPK cheapies. Then I found those b@st@rds harder to read than I thought. (is this a darker line...or this...which one?? #$$^!!!) So now I am defiantly eating sweets...drinking soda...basically pretending I don't care so my body will get pregnant in spite of. Because you know all those chicks who couldn't care less about (and usually rabidly avoiding) are the ones who get pregnant and stay pregnant. You know the one...got pregnant while drunk on 4 shots and smoking a pack a day? Hmmm do I sound bitter?

[AngelBabies]

nooooooo Stalking is only if you get caught....... even then... i m sure we can find excuses .........

As for the desperate women..... blah blah blah... is all i have to say to that...... oh and also... let me gues... doc is a male with kids who just found out one day his misses was knocked up......... Oh I say it with such love dont I

Missy..... at you deleting your post...... I can imagine what was said...

Now as for crazy...... there are 2 types of people in this world... those that are crazy and those that havent been diagnosed YET

[sportsmom2]

Ya'll crack me up something terrible... LMAO!

Ok, so I told myself I wasn't going to get on Justmommies today... that I was going to be productive today and actually PACK for my week long camping trip (yay fun). BUT, here I am posting and reading and stalking and obsessing.

Last night I had crampy feelings and I thought, hmmmm is it too early for implantation? Could AF decide to come early and really PIS$ me off?

ANYWAY- I am enjoying you guys so much. Thank Heavens for a forum geared toward desperate women like me... and the fact that you gals are so nice is just a great big bonus!

So I will go pack now... I will check back in about 5-10 minutes

Edited because I can't spell...

[missy123]

So, how is packing going? I would say not to well if you are reading this post

I keep saying to myself that I am going to take a break from posting here but it doesn't happen....

[missy123]

double post.

[JessP]

Oh I have been spending way to much time here. The only thing keeping me away has been the heat and not wanting to turn on the computer and add to the heat. I also am so grateful to these boards for support because there is no one else I can go to when I have a break down moment. Dr.s what do they know anyway? LOL. I LOVE it here .