[krystal g]

Sorry ladies, just needing to vent.......

So I'm 12dpo and have been exhausted and nauseous since 4dpo. Continuously. I've never, not in my 22 years of having periods, had PMS and I've always thought myself lucky. Every month AF lets me know she's coming by a couple hours of cramps beforehand and that's it. I've POAS several times over the last few days and I have more than once seen a very very faint line (or I guess an evap line?) and I peed again this morning and........nothing. I have some light, weird cramping this morning and some spotting (but we did BD last night). I know it's still early yet, but I've lost hope and am ignoring that little voice in my head whispering "implantation....it's just late implantation". Yeah, I'm guessing AF is on the way. Which is fine....I guess. The sooner she's here, the sooner I ovulate, right? But what's up with the nausea? I mean, I'm fighting to keep breakfast down right now as I type! That's what's getting me....my body is really p@#%ing me off!!!

OK, done venting. I know I'm pretty new to this whole TTC thing, and I know a lot of you ladies have been dealing with this for a lot longer I have, but I just want to say it really sucks that we all have to be here!

I guess it wouldn't be a Monday if it wasn't crappy!

[JessP]

I am so sorry you are frustrated. I wish I had something to say that would help or cheer you up. I could tell you its implantation and to not count yourself out yet. But I think you already know that. I hope that this is your month and it was just to early to test. Stay away evil AF! Ok good luck hun.

[KDD]

I'm sorry Krystal. I never really had bad PMS before either. Now I notice every little twinge.

[irishblessing]

I'm sorry you are frustrated. I hope it is impantation and AF will stay away. Our bodies are so hard to figure out sometimes.

[Celena]

I'm sorry Our bosies and minds can play tricks, BUT NOT ALWAYS

Try to stay positive and take it one day at a time, easier said than done that's dor sure. I hope AF is a no show and within a couple days you get that BFP

[Kary♥RN]

Oh Krystal I hope your body starts to behave... I always try to think back to before I was TTC.. did I feel this way?? Did I feel that twinge?? I don't remember feeling anything.. I always new when AF was going to show up... 28 days like clockwork... So why now do I FEEL EVERYTHING? Every twinge on neasea, cramp, twinge and imaginary thing that comes down the pike!! hugs for going through this!!

[Magicaledelishus]

I hear ya! So frustrating.
Like everyone else was saying, I wonder if I felt this way before I knew what it was like to be pregnant... Hum...

[momof6lopez]

I just had the same month you are having. I too felt very different, no zits this month, no being irratable, very tired, nauseous, you name it. I have not had a cycle like this since being pg. My cervix was even high and soft unitl the minute AF showed her ugly head, 1 day late. I took way too many hpts, swearing it was goint to be positive. Im sorry your month sucks and pray that AF stays away and you get your BFP.

[~InHisHands~]