[Celena]

I called after 6 since I knew the office closes at 5 and they usually follow-up before 6 with patients. The on call couldn't get into touch with him and asked if I wanted an on call doc called for an emergancy, I said no thank you. About 10 minutes later while on the phone with my mom they called... It was my dr's nurse.

She called and told me the results (which I already knew) and she said she's talked to Dr.M and he wants me back in on monday for another beta series. Told her all my concerns of the negative things it could be and how those numbers are TOO HIGH (for a single pg) for how far along that I would be... she said her and Dr. M talked; he doesn't seem to think I'm mc'ing again, but that she text him to call me either tonight or this weekend.

So it is STILL up in the air...


my hpt's keep getting darker tho here's the one from today...
the control line is supposed to be darker and the test line is supposed to be lighter according to diagram on test

update, I realize I forgot some info..... (scattered brained)
I just don't know how my numbers can get below 20 (after loss, neg hpt, before 7-30) and then go up to 135 (8-5), 120's (8-7)... yes, they mentioned new pregnancy yesterday. (retained tissue, ectopic pg, rapidly multiplying cell-ball, newly pg, ?multiples? were all things dr mentioned yest.)

I'm tired of waiting, I'm tired of trying to remain positive, I'm tired of the negative things it could be... I just want answers. I seriously think God is testing me

The nurse said if Dr.M thought it was something bad, neg or serious he would have called me earlier today or had me come in ASAP when the results came in. So she told me to try not to worry too much, rest & relax. (ya right)

Sometimes I wonder if they're just a little too relaxed... (or maybe I'm too wound up now)

She said he didn't say anything about retained tissue or ectopic today... So, altho those were some of the negative thoughts yest, but after reviewing my levels I guess not according his nurse... anyways

Any changes, bleeding cramps or pain to call ASAP. I just have had an aweful headache today, incredibly hungry and extremely tired other than being nausous.

I think that sums it up... anything is possible I guess, no matter how much you try to prepare yourself for the worst, you never are ready for it!

[.:Shortcake:.]

Oh hun I hope that everything works out. I am very hopeful for you hun. KUP and I sending you loads of super sticky baby dust

[momof6lopez]

Im so sorry for all this confusion you are going through. What a rollercoaster. Mother nature can play some wild games with us, even when things dont add up medically speaking.

With that said, since your dr. does not believe your are m/c again, does he believe this is left over from the m/c last week? I know he has not called you back yet, but with the numbers going down and then up and then down again, seems like you have something going on that needs immediate attention. You need an u/s to rule out dangerous things and possible left over tissue. We had a lady here by the name of Nina that went through this for almost 2 months, it was an etopic that she ended up having to take the drugs twice to get it all out of her. I remember her numbers were up a little, down a little and so on, like yours. I pray your dr. does more than just a beta test on Monday for you. No one should have to wonder this much and be wondering if its a new pregnancy, an etopic or something else that could be dangerous. Good luck to you and know that we are hoping for the best possible outcoume for you, so that your mind and body can begin to get better.

[MrsB1227]

Tons and tons of sticky dust to
you! That hpt looks really good!

[Mel1979]

The line does appear to be definitely getting darker which I hope is a good sign. Sorry you have to wait until Monday for any more answers. Good luck and KUP!

[Celena]

put update in upper portion of post

[mrsissa]

I'm so sorry you have to wonder all weekend. Waiting is so tough. Hope it's nothing serious. Good luck on getting answers Monday. We'll be thinking about you.

[JessP]

I hope your weekend isn't to stressful and everything works out. Keep us posted.

[krystal g]

I am really hoping everything works out for you. You are in my t&p. Even thought it's probably impossible, just try to relax and be positive. Sticky dust!!!

[Trish36]

I'm really sorry you are on such an emotional rollercoaster right now. I hope you get your answer on Monday and it turns out to be good news! I def. would demand an u/s to rule out left over tissue.