[jensma]

Well, it started with me deleting the first post on my baby blog, because obviously the baby is not with us and i'd like to keep the blog. Then I have a bear that one of my best friends sent me for our baby...I wanted to keep it as an angel bear for my future babies...well the dog got a hold of it and ate its eye. So that got me all emotional. I do better if I just stay busy. On top of it, I am really hot and having hot flashes today, which indicates that my hormones are still acting up. I had a beta yesterday and won't get the results until monday. I am annoyed b/c I feel crappy, and my temps are not going down and I just want to be back to normal. So then my brother calls wanting an update b/c apparently I FORGOT to tell him I had miscarried. Well then he felt like an ***** and I had to have a 45 min conversation where I ended up counseling him. So I am just freaking finished for the day.

[JessP]

Sorry you are having such a rough day. I hope tomorrow is better for you. Have a nice hot bath and relax and read a good smut novel . Lots of hugs.

[Loving6]

I'm sorry!!!A loss seems so unbearable but some how we make it thru.

[Celena]

Lady I FEEL YOU! I'm very sorry your day has been so turbulant on your emotions!!! What makes you feel the best when you've had a day like today? Any certain friends to hang with? A good movie with dh? Mood mending bath with candles and soft relaxing music or nature sounds? I wish I could come over and bake some cookies and make some nice hot herbal tea and we could make ice cream sammiches with the cookies and roll them in chocolate chips around the sides!!! How's that sound ? GIGANTIC HUGS TO YOU!!! I would totally do that for you today!!!

My day has been on some levels similar... The call from the doc.... Then, I guess not everyone at my job knew so when I was asked how I was and said could be better, a few people commented is it pregnancy related stuff grrr! I've known these people for 5 years and I know they mean well, but ****! Guess I just assumed they would all have told each other by now.

[Kary♥RN]

HUGS!! I am so sorry your day is so crappy.. What a horriable thing to go through. I hope tomprrow is a better day for you... HUGS

[mrsissa]

I'm really sorry you're day has been so rough. Hugs.

[jensma]

Celena - that was so nice, thank you!!! Dh and I ended up going to dinner and then hanging out with some friends last night. And watching one of our favorite shows on DVD til bedtime. I slept 10 hours and woke up to pancakes (AND a great temp drop) so today appears to be going better.

Basically what happened with your co-workers is what happened with my brother. I guess I just assumed he'd find out from my mom or sister...i didn't personally tell every person who knew as I knew it would work its way through the grapevine. Luckily i only told like 5 people at work, so that was easy.

People try hard to mean well, but sometimes they just don't get it. No one does until it happens to them.

[krystal g]

Glad to hear your day got a little better.