[Celena]

I was rather nervous about my appointment this morning... since friday I've been pretty un-emotional.

My bloodwork from friday was 110 which is normal (on the high side) for approx 4wks and now I just found out I'm not going to find out the results from today until tomorrow... they were supposed to be run today and Dr.D was supposed to call me later this afternoon. I'm about to crawl out of my skin, it's only 2pm and I have to wait 16+hrs for the results from today. The nurse told me to relax, that 110 isn't bad... but I reminded her of my situation and how they were real high for less than 4wks and dropped some. She just kept trying to be reassuring, but at this point it's as if I expect the worst and want the best... either way I know I'm going to bawl my eyes out. I cannot take this waiting, the axiety, the ups downs and waaayyyy downs. HELP!

I've had strong sharp pain in my lower abdomen, so I would go pee to help aleviate it which it would some but not totally. It's not bad today, haven't really noticed it I don't know if I should call them back to tell them, they were going to give me the nurses voicemal and ended up just relaying a message... in that I tried to explain it was supposed to be ran today and Doc was to call me back about them. Should I call them back, I don't want to bother them but I feel silly for being that way. Stupid huh?

Added 3pm...

I called and receptionist forwarded my call to the NP... she was really sweet and asked to recap everything real quick before talking about sharp pain. Said if it seems to get worse or urine stinks she'll prescribe anti-biotics for a bladder infection... for now she said just to take tylenol and DO NOT hesitate to call her back. I told her how hesitant I was and that I hung up twice, she giggled and said that's what she's there for... and that she's glad I switched over to them "to come play" with LOL I'm glad I called, but still all teary. scared.

[momof6lopez]

Celena, Im so sorry your in limbo still. None of this makes sence at this point. I pray that your dr. gives you a final direction tomorrow. If your levels are still up/down, I would demand a course of action. Even with a new pregancy, they should be close to doubeling on your betas, not going up and down like this by little amounts. I pray they find some anwers for you in the next 24hrs, so you can go on with your life and feel some peace.

[Celena]

Ya I personally think if they haven't doubled btw friday to today, then obviously my old ob has succeeded in making me miscarry a new and otherwise what could of been a healthy baby & healthy pregnancy... People have been mentioning that I could file a lawsuit, but what will that do? It won't bring back or reverse anything!

Yes, I am ready for some real answers... I'm confident my new doctor is where I'm going to stay as far as mynow and future possible pregnancies.

The nurse practitioner, talked to her again, said it sounds like a bladder infection and is supposed to call in antibiotics.

[jaypbee]

good luck. i hope the next several hours fly by!

[charm]

Goodluck Celena you are in my T&P's hun KUP!!!

Celena,

Thinking of you during this terrible time. x

[Mel1979]

Good luck, thinking of you

[.:Shortcake:.]

Hugs hun! I'm praying for you and your little bean. Please keep us updated!

[krystal g]

I'm thinking about you today. <<<HUGS>>>

[Celena]

Awe, y'all make me wanna you're all wonderful!!! Thank you!!!

No news yet and I'm afraid, almost not wanting to know feel like it's going to be another devastating down.... guess just trying to be prepared, but I don't want to manifest the bad news.

I'm going to wait until a little after 1 and then call them if they haven't called me during/after their lunch.

I have to find out about the anti-biotics for the possible bladder infection.

[JessP]

You definitly have a lawsuit and no it won't bring change your situation but it might help another women not go through it because the doctor would think twice about rushing it again or he might stop practicing. Sometimes we have to speak up to help others down the road. I would be so pissed. Lots of hugs hun I hope you are doing ok, bladder infections stink. I think you updated in another post I just haven't gotten there yet but I will .