[Celena]

However I do think I'm done with this miscarriage, at least I think so? I'm only spotting now, this one was definitly different than my loss last month... there was so much MORE stuff last time and this time it was a little different and not as much I'm sad, but not nearly as sad as I had been with our loss last month. Maybe I'm just numb still? I've been trying to stay busy paying bills, doing paperwork to submit for ins stuff and running errands (except I've found even with a list I'm forgetting things I need to write on it and realize it when I get home!!! LOL) So back I go out again here in a few before going to head to my friends house to chill and cookout...

My DH said some things today that brightened my day... He can be such a goofy dork, he text me several messages about how excited he is that I'm wanting to carry his baby (babies) that he just is bursting with joy. He can be such a cute sap! I teased him... it made me feel good and actually excited to TTC again soon. I know that I'm going to be such an emotional basketcase when we do get a + hpt (better start buying up stock now huh? prolly pee on 20!), geeze I can only imagine every little thing is going to freak me out. Uhhh, not even going to think about that right now... I know DH is going to be just as scared as me, but he already said he won't admit it out loud until it's all ok. Phew good! Need to have one of us "ok" LOL!

Do any of you get excited, but scared at the same time? I know even tho this loss we're going thru now has to do with what my old doc did it still SCARES THE SH#T out of me that we'll have another one...

[Trish36]

I'm glad that you are doing okay Celena. You DH is very sweet.
I am totally scared everytime. Scared that it didn't work....then scared that it did work...and then scared or rather just expecting it to end soon. I think next time I'm not going to poas until I'm 1 week later.. You know, until I get past the 5 week mark. Then I'll start getting excited. Good luck to both of us!

[tatedivine]

I really want another child, but the second I get that BFP I am going to be terrified, I already am scared just thinking about going through all of that again.

I wish you luck with TTC.

[..Penelope..]

Celena, I`m glad that the physical stuff is over. Your DH sounds sweet

I`m always excited and terrified at the same. Before we started TTC, after we decided we wanted to, and especially after I got my BFP.

Thinking of you, honey.