August 23rd, 2009, 12:10 PM
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Platinum Supermommy
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Join Date: Jan 2009
Location: PA
Posts: 8,385
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Me and my mom went to see a medium... and she was awsome. She was just like John Edwards! First not everyone got a reading, She started in the center with a couple in thier mid to late 60's. (I would have guessed), they had lost thier son... and spent the most time reading them. Some reading were shorted that others. She was than reading the woman in front of us.. Everything she was saying was my uncle... My mom finally said she is talking about Brad.. I said I know (a little louder than I should have), the medium looked at us and said is thier something? And I said yes you are talking about my Mom's brother.. The medium looked at the lady she was talking to and said does any of this make scence to you? The woman said no... (I thought than why did you let her to go on talking to you???) So she started talking to my mom... And said you will have a grandson coming soon.. enjoy him. (I started shaking my head no, my SIL is supposed to be having a girl, she will be induced on tuesday) I am thinking I hope not.... Since "Gavin" (that name that would have been if Summer is a boy) Will look pretty in pink! She than looked at me and said "keeping your legs crossed wont make a difference" (This is the only coment she made, I am confused about) Because I really feel she was talking about Jenn since she made no other referance to a girl comming "SOON". So she turns to me and said you are named after you grandmom? And I said No. She said who has the middle name of your grandmom? I said that would have been my little girl. She than said... it was a M/C, and don't say would have been.. they are telling me you have had two m/c. And if you think you a strong person, you haven't seen strong, you haven't meet you litlle girl yet. She has tried to come back to you 2 times.. and the 3rd she will make it to you. (So again If you believe go back to the grandson). She said she sees two children for me a boy and a girl.. I said I have a son and she said that is the boy I see... than. She also said I see fertility treatments to bring her into the world. The first thing that went through my mind was twins... She (the medium) that got this smile and said to what you are thinking NO!, than she looked around the room and said she asked would I have twins. With that my mom sayed AWWW I want twins... (Well isn't that nice of her?)
So that is how it went..... Regardless if what she said comes true.. since I do believe and hope it does.... I woke up this morning feeling different. I finally woke up and was able to talk about my niece (or nephew, will KUP on that one) Who should be here anytime.. I can feel OK... I can welcoming her or him into my life. I feel like I can breath again. Does this make scence? Has anyone gotten to this point with their loss? I feel like I can be happy for other people again. Am I still sad, yes. But I feel less bitter at the world and pregnant people, and my SIL.
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