[baby4me?]

of the May DDC. I am super sad. It would have been perfect timing for us. But AF has to be coming. I am crampy, grumpy, my face is breaking out, and I had a little bit of spotting.

But I need to stay positive. I could still have a June baby right

Here is my plan to get a BFP ASAP and maybe find out what is wrong with me.

1. I already put in a call to the doctor, but he was out today. They are supposed to call me on Monday to tell me what tests they will run.

2. I bought the first response fertility test. I need some reassurance that my eggies are not old and wrinkly. I have been worried that there is something wrong with them because I tend to get pregnant easily, but miscarry very quickly. I know it is not going to solve my problem but it is interesting to me.

3. I will be using my clearblue easy fertility monitor this cycle!! I absolutely love this thing. It is what helped me get pregnant with DD. Thank God for this machine I am really bad at charting temps and using OPK's, this machine took all the guess work out of everything!!!

I think that is about it for now!! Good luck to all the ladies who are in the 2WW!! Come on and get us some BFP's!!

[Celena]

I really wish she wasn't or isn't like you think she is....

However, you have a positive attitude and keep that up!!! That's what is going to keep you keeping on, you're being PROactive and PROductive ya never know what *will* happen *when* it will happen (does that make sense?)

[Kary♥RN]

BOOOO for AF... Hoping for a June baby for you!

[Magicaledelishus]

Aw shoot.. *hugs* June baby I hope! *fingers crossed*

[JessP]

Wait a min, a little spotting like implantation, cramping like af could be implantation grumpy could be hormones um breaking out hormones. You are so not out yet . I hope you don't get af but happy that you have a plan and are excited. June is a wonderful month too. Lots of and support of course.

[Mel1979]

I agree with Jees, it's not over till AF shows and they symptoms can be so similar to early pg signs! If not, June is a wonderful month and it sounds like you have a plan which is great!

[Mom2DyJessAva]

I wish AF doesnt show her ugly face...im really sorry..I do hope you get pregnant soon and have a happy and healthy 9 months

[Trish36]

Why can't that witch stay away???!!!!! Boooooo !!
Sending you tons of baby dust for a June baby.

[momof6lopez]

Sounds like a promising plan. Sorry AF is coming. I took the FRFT last month too, was nice to see that it was normal. Although, like so many other pp's have stated it dosent tell you all, it was nice too see at least the egg quality was good I use the CBE digital opks, I love them. My sister used the fertility monitor and I dont know if it actually helped her or not, she never talked about it back then (over 10yrs ago). I pray this will be your month, a nice June baby coming your way!

[baby4me?]

Jess- I totally was thinking the same thing... though I am about 90% sure she is coming... but 10% hoping that somehow it is just implantation bleeding. It is sooo funny how we hold out all hope until the last minute!! URGHHH... I hate how AF just takes its good old time... and I also hate how pregnancy symptoms and AF symptoms can be the same!

Thanks for the support ladies. Your comments make me feel sooo much better. Instead of sitting her mad and depressed, I read your comments and am smiling and feel hopeful about the next cycle!