[JessP]

So I don't know what to think and maybe I just got my hopes up but wondering what you ladies think. So I have had spotting since about last Friday which for me is a big indicator that we are pregnant because it happens each time so I thought cool signs are going good. Been having a few other things like m&Ms tasted like metal fillings when they are new, and smells have been making me sick for two days now. If I don't eat a little something every couple hours I get a little sick feeling. So I am thinking wohoo things are looking good. Still some spotting but nothing major some brown old, some mixed with CM sorry if TMI. But tonight it was a little worse and it made me kind of sad and made me feel a little foolish. It was bright red and had some little clots like drops more but still more than just spotting . Again sorry tmi. I just don't know, I know its not over till AF arrives but I wasn't expecting it to make me so sad . I guess I was praying it would be fast after all the crap I went through the last 10 months ya know. Sorry for the vent I guess I just needed to talk to someone or multiple someones in this case that might understand the sadness. Ok well maybe its nothing and I will still get my BFP but who knows thanks for reading this far if you made it.

[Kary♥RN]

OH JESS.... HUGS... I know the sadness of AF showing... have you tested? I hope the bleeding stops and you get that beautiful BFP! HUGS

[stargatemommy]

I think you should test in the morning

[JessP]

Thanks Kary that helps to have someone understand. I talked to DH and he said not to worry. Why would I test in the morning Erica? I mean don't get me wrong I am becoming an addict but... Although after posting I thought well being 10dpo maybe it was IB... But heck I don't know anymore. I just wanna cry LOL such an emotional basket case .

[.:Shortcake:.]

Hugs hun! I think you should test! If it is a BFP you could go to the doctor have them drawl your levels and check the progesterone levels.

[Boble]

*hugs* hun.. I hope that its a sneaky bfp for you and I hope your body stops messing you about

[farasha]

oh hugs hun. I'm so sorry. I hope AF stays away and the bleeding stops!

[mlyster]

HUGS!! I agree I would test. The spotting could have been your indicator and now the new red spotting could be telling you about a common treatable problem (or it could all be nothing) but I would test.

You ticker says you are on CD26 is that right? And are you about 12DPO or do you O later than CD 14. If you are pas 10DPO I would test just to see what comes up.

[krystal g]

I agree with the ladies above. I would keep testing until AF shows and hopefully she won't. We never know what's going on with our bodies...it could be nothing at all. **HUGS**

[Celena]

Dangint man, where did my post go???? I'm going to PM you Jess... I totally understand and I'm right there with you.

[JessP]

So I went to medical today to see what was up and they did a urine pregnancy test. It came back negative . The doctor couldn't see how I could be pregnant with the spotting LOL. I have spotting lots in pregnancy. The only thing I can figure is that I O'd later than I thought by a day or two and its just to early to test. I did some research and the web says that dr office is only about as good as the best home test and that came up neg Tuesday. Am I just being overly hopeful? The spotting seems to be getting worse god I hate this. I don't know what to think. Thanks everyone for your well wishes. Celena what is going on with you did AF not really show up? Oh I did get a referal back to my OB/GYN so I am going to ask him what the deal is and why all the spotting and to fix me . Think that will work LOL? Ok back to work now.

[stargatemommy]

I am sorry the 2ww is being so frustrating... I am right along there with ya!

[SkyBaby]

I'm praying for you! The 2ww is the pits. I'm in your boat right now. Not fun.

[Trish36]

I'm sorry Jess..I really hope that AF stays away and the spotting stops. Sending you tons of baby dust!!!! Praying for a BFP for you!!!!!

[JessP]

So you ladies think that I could still get a BFP? The spotting picked up not more than a panty liner and barely mostly still on TP earlier today but is slowing down again. I spotted with my DD until almost 20 weeks but it was the dr office neg that kinda had me thinking I was out. Gosh I hope I get that BFP this weekend. I keep telling myself its ok if I don't but then I just want to cry. You ladies are so wonderful and strong thanks so much.

[Kary♥RN]

Jess How many dpo do you think you are??? You can still spot and get a + hpt. And like you said you have a history of spotting. If AF dosen't show full force.... I can't belive I am saying this.... WAIT... I said the word wait, to test untill this weekend. The queen of POAS early... is telling you to hold off for a few days.. Since the test at the doctors office was neg, and the spotting picked up a little, but now that it is slowing down.. I would test is she dosen't show FULL FORCE! KUP I am praying for your BFP! HUGS

[..Penelope..]

I hope that your body stops teasing you, and you get a sneaky BFP! I almost didn't test the cycle that I got my BFP because I had been spotting for two days. I ended up spotting for 4 in total, but who knows, maybe it was just IB

[stargatemommy]

Originally Posted by JessP

So you ladies think that I could still get a BFP? The spotting picked up not more than a panty liner and barely mostly still on TP earlier today but is slowing down again. I spotted with my DD until almost 20 weeks but it was the dr office neg that kinda had me thinking I was out. Gosh I hope I get that BFP this weekend. I keep telling myself its ok if I don't but then I just want to cry. You ladies are so wonderful and strong thanks so much.

They say it's not over until AF shows. I think you can still get a BFP! I feel your pain though!

[baby4me?]

I had spotting with my DD also. Hang in there!!

[JessP]

Thanks ladies again the support here is amazing. And I have decided that I will not stress, I will have faith that whatever happens its meant to be. Love you ladies you keep me sane .