[zkat]

I just have to put this somewhere and I really figure you ladies get it. I feel like a hormonal basket case! My d&c was 2 weeks ago yesterday, so my hcg has been dropping (hope to hear a level of 0 today), but I also just o'ed, so I have PMS hormones going on with the hcg drop. Add grieving for the miscarriage and stress time at work and all I can say is WOW!. I really owe dh after this cycle.

I try to give him warnings - "I am sorry, but I am really crabby and you didn't do anything and there is no reason for it, I just am" or insert cry into crabby - it alternates. I never cry (unless I am pregnant - then I cry at everything), and I usuall am so laid back that nothing ruffles my feathers, but his week has been

OK - maybe just typing it out will help make it all better! Thank you so much for the vent

Kat.

[krystal g]

I feel for you. I've definitely been there. But it does get better...

[.:Shortcake:.]

Hugs hun! DH is just going to have to understand that you can't control it right now. I know my DH said he just tried to stay away from me when all that was going on!

[zkat]

DH is sooooo understanding and I cannot complain about him at all. He has cried with me for the past two weeks and when I give the warnings, he respects them and goes and plays in the yard for a little while. It actually makes me feel worse for being so up and down, because he hasn't complained once!

Kat.

[SkyBaby]

I feel for you as well.. that's great your DH is being so wonderful!

[Kary♥RN]

HUGS! I so HEAR YOU! I am trying to get my levels down to 0 also... and I know about crying all the time... HUGS to you!

[missy123]

You have a great DH! My BF is/was the same way with me, nothing but support no matter how crazy I got. You have been through a loss and no one can expect you to "feel better" right away. Don't put pressure on yourself to feel happy because you think you should. Everyone heals differently and at different rates. I promise you it does get easier but right now you just need to take care of yourself.

[Trish36]

I really hope your hormones get back to 'normal' soon!! HUGS!!!

[Celena]

Kat I know this is an older post...

But is "clash of the hormones" like "clash of the titans" LOL

Just trying to make you laugh!!!

My hormones are FREAKING out starting shortly before O time, here I am about to O or have O'd already having those freaking moments... I'm sure it'll calm a little until after AF is due. (one can hope right?)

Do you get hormonal during O time, like emotional hormonal... I know it's a hormonal process but I think you KWIM?! LOL!

[zkat]

Celena - you know, I really don't have a "normal O horomone reaction for me". I was on depo provera for 14 years and it wore off in Jan. My first AF was in May and it was anovulatory cycle, pretty sure. June was a cyst and yea - I was pretty weepy, emotional that month. July O (cycle I got pregant) all I remember is the dtd drive was in OVER drive! So, very few previous cycles to compare notes.

I am a little more even keel this week. I am crabby, but that is normal preAF. Lucky for DH, I am out of town this week. If I really did O, I should start this week (or maybe that is just some very wishful thinking on my part)

Kat.

[mommie2many]

Just wanted to say dam hormones. I just finished my 1st af after m/c and for the last 3 days I can cry at the drop of a hat. Im not sure why either.

Hope it gets better.
Hugs