help, me plz

FruitLoopLace · #1 October 5th, 2009, 01:50 AM

I am sorry to dump on you girls. i have kinda faded to the background after my M/C this summer and the D&C the 24th. my husband and I decided we were going to try this month, so last month i went to get my progestrone pulled and it was .6, terrible, they said usually it is supposed to be 15! I was supposed to call her when istarted my period so I can get back on clomid. This is day 41 and I decided to relive my mind and take a test, and it has a faint line!!I am doomed for another M/C!!WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MY BABY!!

I dont want to bleed all over the floor again!! It was horrible!I dont want to loose ANOTHER!!! ITS ALL MY FAULT!! I cant do this again!! I dont want to tell anyone! I keep praying for this to be okay and if not, just hurry and end and not drag out again!! WHAT is wrong with me!!I am so terrible for letting this happen without medical assistance.
I just didnt know where to go, I am sorry if I offened anyone, I dont want to tell anyone here. I dont want to break my husbands heart again.

Mel1979 · #2 October 5th, 2009, 02:12 AM

I am so sorry you are going through this. Please do not blame yourself, I know it is a natural reaction but it is not your fault at all. We all love our babies and would do anything for them to stay with us and be healthy and strong. Unfortunately it is out of our control which is heartbreaking and extremely difficult to have to come to terms with.

I am praying for you and your baby and sending you lots of sticky vibes! Please do not give up yet, a faint line does not necessarily mean anything bad. How many dpo are you? Are your cycles usually this long?

I wish there was more I could say, you and your baby are in my thoughts and prayers.

Boble · #3 October 5th, 2009, 02:17 AM

im not sure what to say either but you need to go and see a dr and see if they say anything about it all.. a faint line, as Mel said, doesn't mean anything bad.. it may just be very early on in the pregnancy *hugs*

FruitLoopLace · #4 October 5th, 2009, 02:49 AM

I dont knw how many DPO I am, all my O sicks were neg this month, and my monitor was neg too, and no, my periods have been off sense the M/C. but not ususally like this.

Mel1979 · #5 October 5th, 2009, 02:56 AM

I would definitely go and see your Dr and get him to take bloods. Best of luck *hugs*

.:Shortcake:. · #6 October 5th, 2009, 03:36 AM

I agree I would get to the doctor and if your progesterone level is low they can give you supplements. Praying for you and your little bean.

mum74 · #7 October 5th, 2009, 03:49 AM

Ditto to shortcake - go to see your doctor as soon as you can and ask for the progesterone supplements - they will put you on them straight away and surely that gives you a chance to get your sticky bfp.

and KUP.

Oreobaby · #8 October 5th, 2009, 04:47 AM

I agree with the other girls!!

momof6lopez · #9 October 5th, 2009, 05:17 AM

Hey there's still hope honey! When was the day you went for your progesterone check? Since you were getting negatives on your monitor, you may of not of even o'd until after the blood draw! That would explain your faint BFP! Go to the dr. immediately and get your blood drawn. This baby may still have a huge fighting chance! Your dr. can put you on the supplements today! Please KUP and dont beat yourself up about this, there was no way to know you would conceive without your dr.'s help and this is a miracle. Praying for you and sending lots of sticky dust your way.

mlyster · #10 October 5th, 2009, 05:38 AM

I agree witht the other ladies. Maybe you just O'd really late and this is the beginning of a pregnancy that can still go well for you. Call your doctor and see what they suggest is the next course of action. If you checked your progesterone before you O'd maybe its ok that it was that low.

missy123 · #11 October 5th, 2009, 05:57 AM

I agree with everyone else. Call your doctor and see what they say.

Celena · #12 October 5th, 2009, 09:08 AM

I haven't read thru the responses, but you need to get to your RE or OB STAT!

That way they can hopefully give you some reassurence or determine if you're body is going to hold it's own. You never know perhaps this will be a miracle un-MA assisted pregnancy! But I think what's most important is to get into touch with your doctor, bloodwork and so on so forth. Not telling anyone is NOT a good idea, so get the ball rolling you can do this and you can get yourself together to get thru this!!! Just take it as a miracle and try to look for the positives as much as you can for now.... you cannot predict what will happen.

ok?