sorry for the freak out. I am feeling somewhat better. I told my husband, he wanted me to retest so I took him with me this time and he dipped the stick himself while i dipped another. He got so excited he put his pants on backwards for work! lol
anway, i have had great support from all of you and i appriciate it more than you know. I am going toenjoy the day as it comes, there is nothing else I can do. Its inGods hands, Just as some has reminded me

. I know this, but it is hard to take in ,in the time of fear. I called my Doc I get a blood draw tomorrow and friday for HCG and Progestrone. I will ask if they can get the 1hour one for friday and not make me wait all weekend. well here ya all go!! and thanks again, I am sure I iwll be in and out and hopefully with all good news. HUGE HUGS to you all
My NEW BEAN!!!