[Kary♥RN]

Well I will start off by confessing, I have cheated on you all... I have joined another Group... and not a JM group. I looked on JM and they had no group for clotting factors, I even posted on the Host's page... So I went looking and found a group on Yahoo.. (Hangs head in shame) Yes I joined... It is for TTC and pregnancies with MTHFR mutations.

So on to today... I have my RE appt. today. I really don't know how I feel. I had a nightmare about going today. It has changed my feeling. I had the Dr yelling at me. Telling me my blood results came back normal, I had no buisness being here taking time from ladies who really needed and wanted it. (I know it was only a dream, but I woke up feeling like poop) Last night before I went to bed I was so self assured.. I was going to go in.. with everything I looked up, What meds I wanted to ask him to put me on (demand is more like it). Now I feel like I should curl up under a rock. I know this sounds crazy... it was only a dream.

Will let you all know how I make out and if I grow my ballz back...

[farasha]

HUGS Kary.. KUP!

And BTW - I joined the Yahoo group on Factor V. Don't feel bad! We're creatures who seek as much info as possible to have babies! What's wrong with that!? hehe. We know where your heart belongs!

[mlyster]

I agree with Kristin. Your heart will always belong here There is nothing wrong with finding others who have similar experiences.

I hope the RE appointment goes well!!

[.:Shortcake:.]

Ditto what the other ladies said! KUP on how your appt goes

[baby4me?]

I don't think you have to worry about cheating on us!! We completely understand and I would do the same thing!! As for the appointment, I totally know how you feel! I feel the same way every time I have an appointment. I know I have done my research but I feel like a moron because they are the experts and I feel like who am I to ask for anything!!

Good luck and let us know how the appointment goes!!

[Celena]

Been thinking about you all day and hoping to hear an update soon!

Sorry that your sleep was plagued by horrible nightmares about today, the anxiety is playing mean tricks on you Kary {{{{hugs}}}} KUP as soon as you can I know you will.... hoping it is very informative, positive, promising & gives you results!!!

[momof6lopez]

Im so happy you found more support for your blood disorder. Cant wait to here about the RE appointment!

[JessP]

Glad you found what you need Kary. I hope the appointment goes great and you come back with lots of good news. Let us know .

[~InHisHands~]

I just hate those kind of dreams!

How'd it go???

[KDD]

You cheated on us? I feel so dirty

Seriously - you need to go where you can find the support you need (in addition to staying with us).

How did the appt go? I must have gone loads better than your dream!

[Trish36]

Kary.....shame on you!! I'm just kidding! We know that you will not leave us entirely.

[..Penelope..]

Waiting anxiously for an update!

I don't really think that's cheating

That nightmare sounds awful Please try not to feel bad about seeking help, asking for things, or becoming as educated as possible. You and the baby you are trying for are absolutely worth it! And that's what the experts are there for! Personally, I think that it's awesome! Good for you!

[Kary♥RN]

Updated in main Post.... Thanks for the supprt on cheating