Hello everyone!!

I am hoping over here from the advice of two lovely ladies I met in chat the other night
My story I am Natasha 23 ttc #4, I have had a total of 5 pregnancies. 1 was an ectopic, and 1 was lost at about 11 weeks(twins). This cycle has been soo frustrating!!! I am at wits end right now. I am soo moody!!! I think its due to my frustration though. For the past 3 months I have been having a regular 25 day cycle. I give my self 26 days just to be sure but I am currently 4 days late with no explination!! All hpts even docs office has been negative

I went for a beta and waiting on the results was supposed to have them before the office closed but havent heard from them. Im here stressing to the max and dh is out with brother and a buddy

which also has me pretty fired up....Idk i guess I just needed somewhere to vent I feel like crying, throwing something, and just curling up and calling it a day....ugh sorry to come in on such a bad note but right now I have no one else to talk to