[TeresaSuperMama]

Not up to typing a lot at the moment as I am waiting to m/c which is an awful feeling. Obviously can't do much in the way of "trying" at the moment when my body is still holding on to my beautiful angel. Very sucky feeling as I am sure some of you know. Anyhow, this is my second loss in a row. I am very grateful to the family that I have so I am trying to to be too mopey and depressed, but I am still very sad at the moment. I am scared to death to try again right now. As I don't know if I will want to try again if I have 3 losses in a row. At the same time I know I am 36 and the sooner I try the better the chances are for me. I figured I should post an intro since I have been posting here and there.

[Trish36]

Hi Teresa..I'm sorry to hear about your losses. You are right, it is the worst feeling ever. HUGS!!!! Hopefully knowing that we are here for you will make you feel a little bit beetter.

[momof6lopez]

Welcome Teresa, we do understand about the waiting game here. You should of seen last months posts, probably three of us were waiting for our hcg levels to go down. But here we are a couple of weeks later looking into the future about concieving again. Some of us are seening specialists now and some of us are just trying again on their own. However you proceed, we will be here to support you and see you through to your next BFP. Im so sorry for your loss.......

[*MomofO&Nat*]

Welcome Teresa! I went through the same thing in September, and my levels just hit 0 this past week. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, but it just takes a while to get there. I am still sad, but every day gets a bit easier. You are right, it is hard to focus on anything when your body reminds you everyday what is happening. I hope you find comfort on this board as I have.

[Kary♥RN]

Teresa I am so sorry for your losses.... HUGS. Welcome to the board.. I know your feelings all too well. My name is Kary I am 34 and I have had 3 losses in the 11 months. I can understand your pain, fears, and anxiety about "trying" again.. knowing full well... what the outcome might be. HUGS I am so sorry. HUGS!

[Celena]

Hello and Theresa

I'm very sorry to hear that you're loosing this pregnancy and gaining an angel babe. we all definitely know how devastated you're feeling right now and all the fears, worries and concerns. Please let yourself grieve and when you're feeling a little less painful emotions... know that there is still *HOPE* and please don't loose *FAITH*!!! All that you're feeling right now throws hope and faith out the window as the broken heart and devastation clouds everything.

I really hope that you find here the positive, supportive, compassionate group of ladies helpful in your journey to TTCAL

Glad that you have found us, but sad we all meet on these tragic losses

[TeresaSuperMama]

Thanks ladies for the support. I just started bleeding and I feel a little better. Sad and somewhat relieved at the same time. It's much better than the agony of waiting, but so sad at the same time that it really is over. I don't want to start over. I really wanted to be pregnant. I really wanted *this* baby. Anyhow, my moods are going up and down and all over the place so bear with me.

[klt]

Teresa, I'm so glad that you're here. The ladies on this board are fantastic. The support you'll find here is what helped me get through my loss and making my decision to TTC again. You know that I'm soooo sorry for your loss. No one deserves to go through what you're going through. I'm sending MORE hugs your way. Take care.

[JessP]

So sorry you are going through this.
We understand emotions.