Well, the spotting has finally started. It's just on TP for now, but it seems to be getting a little heavier. I know it's what I've been wanting for the past few days, but now that it's here I just am depressed and teary. I guess I was really hoping the tests were wrong, even though I knew they weren't. I know I can start moving on to the next cycle now but I just really wish that this cycle had been it and my little bean had stuck! This totally sucks! OK, sorry, I just need to whine a little, sorry ladies. And of course, now I totally feel like I need some wine but I work in 4 hours

Ugh, this sucks! And my PMS symptoms are out of control also, so that should be fun- but it's probably better I'll be at work since I know I can't be a total witch there with my patients LOL. OK, thanks for reading ladies! This should pass soon and I will be better I'm sure.