Today was my DD (PG and loss mentioned)

Alpha_allie1010 · #1 October 21st, 2009, 09:34 AM

So today was my original Due date for the baby we lost in March.....and it is gloomy and rainy outside which isnt helping and i am having KILLER M/S too!

I have thrown up already 3x this morning!

A sad day and i feel like crap...I tried talking to DH about it this morning but he didnt want to talk about it....he said I need to try to focus on the this bean and take it easy. He doent want me to get all upset and stress this baby but i am going to be upset anyway!

I just keeping thinking that i sould have my baby right now..and I am mad. I feel like i did the day we found out we lost our little one and being PG again doesnt really help. This is our 2nd baby...i want our 1st one back! Today is going to be a long...long day

momof6lopez · #2 October 21st, 2009, 09:45 AM

Im sorry, and understand how this pregnancy does not make it any better

I hope you get through the day and morning comes with a little sunshine. I hope your m/s lightens up a bit too, Im sure that is not making anything better right now. Your in my thoughts..

Alpha_allie1010 · #3 October 21st, 2009, 09:49 AM

thanks...and i just got a call from my mom that my cousin is in labor early so now her baby will have my babies bday.....and i lost it....just sobbed

Trish36 · #4 October 21st, 2009, 10:26 AM

HUGS Allison!!

Kary♥RN · #5 October 21st, 2009, 11:05 AM

HUGS! And thinking about you today..... You and your little angel that you should be holding today.... HUGS

farasha · #6 October 21st, 2009, 11:58 AM

oh hugs hugs hugs! I know today is rough, and not even a second pregnancy really makes it any better. I wish you could somehow have both. I'm thinking of you and your angel today.

valerie26 · #7 October 21st, 2009, 02:02 PM

I am new here but wanted to give you

.:Shortcake:. · #8 October 21st, 2009, 04:44 PM

Hugs hun! Thinking about you and if you need anything PM me!

tatedivine · #9 October 21st, 2009, 05:17 PM

I just found out I am pg too, and this one is due the day I had my first m/c a few years ago. I'm not really sure how I feel about that right about now.

I'm sending you big hugs and I really hope you start feeling betting about things soon.

TeresaSuperMama · #10 October 22nd, 2009, 07:17 AM

((Hugs)) I hope you are feeling better soon. It's really hard when that due date rolls around. It's hard not to think of the what ifs. I know for me I got pregnant like you after my first m/c and it's funny every time I look at my son Kaelan it's bitter sweet. You know? I look at him and know I wouldn't have him here if I hadn't lost my little angel. There's not a second that goes by that I am not glad to have Kaelan in my life and it makes the pain a little easier to bear. I can't wait until you have your sweet new life in your arms hun. Hang in there and I hope that you have lots of days of joy ahead of you.