[FruitLoopLace]

okay you all are awsome for being here, even though I dont do anything but lurk and leave. I just wanted to kup and ask if I will ever stop being scared of a bad call?

well the last time I was here I got a BFP, and it was HCG81 and prog. was 5.4 and that is what happend when i m/c
they put me on prometrium and have been drawing me twice a week since.
next draw was 485HCG and 42.9Prog.
next draw was 2,956HCG and 80.7 Prog.
Nect one was 7,814HCG and 64.8 Prog.

TOday is the nxt one, I am actually having hand sweats and my heart is going like a thousand miles an hour. This happens every time, Will it go away???
When I finally get a U/S will the fear leave??

Thanks for the help and support. I am not around because I hate reading the bad news and I know that is terrible of me, but it still freaks me out when I read them.

[Kary♥RN]

Lacy... I can't answer that question... Since I have not had my numbers ever get up that high... I have always m/c'd.... All I can say is HUGS.... You might what to post that question to the ladies who can answer that in the Pregnancy After Loss board... those ladies are/or have been where you are.... I am sorry I can't say to you... YES the fear goes away... I hope one day I can answer that.... Sorry I can't be more help.. HUGS...

I hope you levels are rising!!!! They are looking Great!

[.:Shortcake:.]

Hugs hun. I can't say you will ever 100% get over the fear but I pray that over time the farther along you get, with every scan and movement you will feel a little bit better. KUP sending you loads of sticky dust.

[Trish36]

Unfortunately I don't think the fear of something happening will ever go away, until you hold that baby in your arms. It's just so sad that now we worry about every little thing. The whole innocence of pregnancy is gone and it's so hard to just let go and enjoy it for fear that it's not going to last. It's totally normal to feel this way. But I think that once you have that u/s and see the hb you will be more at peace. Your numbers look awesome btw and I don't think you have anything to worry about. The do say that once you pass 12 weeks the chances of a m/c goes way down. Remember stressing out is not going to help you and is not good for the baby either. I just told my dd this: Stop worrying about things that you don't have control over, just make the best of the situation and concentrate on things that you can control.

[TeresaSuperMama]

I think once you have had a loss it is hard not to be scared. I know for me since before I had my first I saw my best friend have 2 losses in a row I was petrified of a miscarriage even with my first pregnancy. I never was one that went into pregnancy being unafraid. You just kind of have to try and be hopeful though. Hang in there and KUP on the blood draws.