[MonkeyBugMommy]

That you could NOT pay attention to your cycle and NOT POAS? Sometimes I find myself wishing that I wouldn't know when AF is supposed to start or that I wouldn't have the urge to POAS because that way if I did become pregnant again and had another loss, I might think that it was just AF and I woulnd't have to deal with all those emotions of having being excited over being pregnant and having all those dreams and plans for my baby and then having that all taken away. If I didn't know I was even pregnant in the first place, I wouldn't be hurt, ya know? Ignorance is bliss... Yet, I ALWAYS POAS! ALWAYS! I can't stop myself..

[krystal g]

Yes. But I can't not know. I can't stop myself from POAS either.

[noworries]

My DH asked me to stop temping in the mornings because he knows how crazy I get. So, I am not temping this cycle and I am going to really try hard to not POAS until AF is due and doesn't show. We'll see if I can make it that long or not.

[ldovey83]

I didn't temp or use OPK's this cycle since I had just recovered from the methotrexate, and I am so confused as to where I am or when AF should show.. IT is crazy.. Even testing today when I thought AF was due was a bummer..

[Kary♥RN]

I would just like to know what it is like to be back to the way I was a year ago.. the blissfull ignoranance of not know what loss was. To be able to just try and have fun making love, and trying to make a baby out of love.. Not on a time table of in the back of your mind... were am I in my schedule. Will I catch that egg, it is time to test, I have to be on the bottom let gravity work, you all know all the things that go through the mind... HUGS

[JessP]

I thought it would be harder than it is. Every now and then I catch myself thinking oh what day is it. But I have not gone to FF, taken a temp, looked for CM, or bugged DH for BD unless we were both in the mood. I am fairly certain we are either "in" that time or past it but I am trying really hard not to think about it . I do better when I don't pop in here but I miss you ladies sooooo .
to all.

[KDD]

I vaguely recall what life was like when I wasn't constantly doing something TTC related. Can you believe that I lived a large portion of my life and I never, ever checked my CM? Crazy isn't it? I know you won't believe this either: there was once a time when I didn't know where my cervix was! Shocking!

[jensma]

this would absolutely be me!! I WISH i could just not know what's going on...but i'm too much in control now...as in control as I can be anyway!

But yeah, as much of a POAS queen as I can be...there are times when i'd really just like to not know or want to test!

[abi]

I know...it's so tempting to test, but I'm getting better at waiting. Can you believe it that this past year of ttc I only poas twice! I try to wait until at least the day I expect AF, but it's soo hard.