[Trish36]

Just got a call from the nurse that my bt was a BFN. I wasn't surprised though. The past few days I haven't had any cramping and my usual EPS were gone. Plus all those BFN I was getting while poas. I just don't understand what is going on. Why is it that now I can't even get pregnant anymore????? My FSH level was good, my follie was nice and big, my lining was good, the timing was right and I even used preeseed. WTH??
I am going to take a break for 1 month. Considering that there is a good chance my right ovary is blocked - I don't want to waste money and time trying when I'm due to O next on that side. I don't even know if I want to continue with MA, since I really can't afford to spend anything on meds and the basic stuff doesn't seem to be working. Maybe we'll just go back to NTNP. But right now I just need to get away from it all.
I probably won't be around as much...maybe lurk once in a while, until I'm in a better frame of mind.

[Kary♥RN]

Oh Trish... HUGS! I am so sorry that you have to feel this way. Take all the time you need. We all understand. I hope this break gives way to a suprised BFP! I wish their was a magic saying that I could say to make everything better. HUGS! We will be waiting for you HUGS!

[abi]

=( I'm sorry things didn't work out this month. I understand your discouragement. Hopefully just having a bit of a break is all your body needs. *hugs*

[krystal g]

I'm sorry Trish. We'll be here for you when you're ready. HUGS.

[.:Shortcake:.]

Hugs hun I know what your going though. I thought starting MA would bring a BFP and I'm getting more and more discouraged. I wish there was something I could do. Please feel free to PM me if you need anything to vent, cry , chat.... Hugs. Take time.

[momof6lopez]

Trish, I know the frustration. When I started with the RE this cycle, I gave myself no expectations. I know this is just for pre-liminary testing. But I do know that it usually takes on average 3 cycles to "maybe" get that BFP, and thats under the best of circumstances.

Taking some time to just NTNP, sometimes produces nice results. Thats what Im doing while all of this is going on. I know with your family members getting BFP's this month, has got to be so hard on you. Its not fair and you deserve this just as much as anyone else does. Your time is coming Trish, and when it does, you will shine in the spot light!

[JessP]

So sorry Trish. I am going through that right now we are NTNP basically and I pop in and out of the boards. It has helped my stress level at least . I wish you lots of luck and .

[missy123]

I understand exactly what you are feeling. I have been going through the same thoughts and frustrations lately. I was thinking of trying ma but dont have insurance and my bf says it will just upset me more.

[Trish36]

Thanks ladies. We really have to all dip into that Tequilla!

[momof6lopez]

Those are dr.'s orders Trish! Lets see how a $20 bottle of this stuff does compared to the $1000's for the other stuff! Im seariously thinking about a couple shots next cycle the day before O. I dont mind being a guine pig at all

[Celena]

Can it be Firefly instead with some simply lemonade? I'm more a vodka or captain morgans spiced rum girl

Trish I posted to you in the 4th quarter thread... but I'm vey sorry hang in there love! I think Lori had some good advice it can take 3 cycles to get a maybe bfp. How many cycles have you done? I find it hard that your body just wont get pg anymore, we have to remember the circumstance under the best conditions are only 25% chance MAX! And it's usually less than that per month per lady... so it takes time... Please hang in there on whatever you decide, you know full well we'll be here for you!!!