[Celena]

So I recieved a sweet little letter from my cousin today. She was just a little further along than I when I had miscarried our first this summer... not long after she went in for an u/s and it had shown that her baby no longer had a heartbeat and had stopped develouping a couple weeks before. My aunt had emailed me asking if I could talk to her and maybe help her not feel so alone since I too was going thru it... that I might be able to understand and be there better for her than anyone else. She was devastated, just as I... but I found strength within to help lift her up and get her thru it. She had such a horrible time with it, but she did get thru it.

Well today, she wrote me and asked how I was doing... said my aunt told her how horrible of a time I've been having with the fibromyalgia pain and was trying to console me. Half way thru she told me she got 2 pink lines monday and was terrified yet very excited. I am extatic for her.... they weren't trying since they were told to wait x amount of months after her d&c, but the surprise is very welcomed. Her doctor isn't going to see her until next month, but she's so anxious about that. I couldn't be happier, but at the same time I didn't feel jealous or angry that I hope to join her soon. Perhaps we'll be just a week or weeks apart like we were before. It's bittersweet news to get today.

[JessP]

That is very wonderful to hear about your cousin. A co worker of mine had a similar story with his sister. They m/c and are now cautiously expecting. I said a prayer in hopes that this one will be different for her. I hope the same for your cousin. It would be cool if you were only weeks apart again. Fingers crossed for you.

[SkyBaby]

Oh wow.. that's horrible for her.. I hope she and the baby will be ok! I hope you get your BFP soon too!

[*MomofO&Nat*]

Oh, that's great news but I understand the bittersweetness of it C. Yours is coming, you are my cycle buddy and I refuse to believe we won't both see those BFPs soon!

[~InHisHands~]

How sad for her m/c but yay for her new pg! I hope the 2 of you can be pg together again & both go on to deliver beautiful, healthy, happy babies!

[Trish36]

I so hope that you get to join her and your babies are just weeks apart!!!

[momof6lopez]

Celena, Im happy for your cousing and her great news and pray your great news is right around the corner! What a month for you, so many different emotions going on, its a good thing you ovulated before all of these things happened. Otherwise, I dont know how your body would treated you. You have been through alot, and I just pray that the silver lining is coming soooooooooon.